finally finally baby is online..

so funny today.. tell u all.. today news say abt taiwan having wat tai feng.. my papa call me go see also.. wth lor.. i was playing game.. though wat... he ask me see.. i was like omg shit.. thn my papa ask abt baby.. she thr ok ma.. ask her.. i was like ok.. thn go msn.. but baby is offline.. thn left a offline msg.. was so worry..

thn.. baby online!!.. heng ar.. she say de news show de and de place she stay is far away but de wind strong... heng.. song le yi ko qi.. thn i go knock nock papa room door haha.. tell him baby is alright.. thn he say.. good.. thn ask me past few msg to baby.. saying ask her to take care hr.. study hard.. whn free come back visit him.. i was like wth?? lol.. but good la.. thn told baby.. baby told me in 7 yrs. 1st time she heard this.. ahha.. pls lor.. my papa lei.. thn just now see my papa face can see la.. he quite worry.. who ask baby.. nvr see him for so long.. make papa angry.. wahahhaah..

woo.. was thinking myself.. baby u de first gal who can make papa so worry abt u.. die la u.. heex.. ok le.. gonna go back chat wif baby.. and play game..


bye..


clown:)


days geting longer and longer ppl is worry for u.. even my papa..baby come back soon.. i be waiting..

sian i so sick now.. having bad cough...

now waiting for baby online.. now playing my game.. dunooo baby will online or not.. cos twr skul day.. waiting for her to online..

bad cough is killling me.. sian

wish my brother.. xiaohei and my gan zanna.. last long tgt...

xiao hei u bully her i smack u de... zanna he bully u tell me.. haha.. last long lar u 2..


see.. 1by1 my bro all attact i seem jealous seh.. whn is my turn?? waiting for baby elise..

whn is our date?? haish.. dunno also..

hao le off to watch F1 le.. is in singapore de ok.. haha

thought wan go live.. but nvm.. at home tv also live.. dun wan go there sweat.. haha..


ok bye...


clown:'(

baby.. i din say u dun understand me.. if u dun understand me u will not know so much abt me and know me so well.. as i say u selfish cos u detele away me from ur eveything acc thing.. haish.. and u not stupid hao ma? if u stupid u think u will know so many things?? gong!!


haish.. today know alot of thing.. baby this also wan tell u.. but dunno how to say.. u just try to understand wat i tryin to say... today went to tua.. ah teck today jump god*in chinese* boss also.. thn busy 1 whole day din eat.. till 2plus.. thn now just reach home.. just now got ased boss de god.. de god who we chinese call tua ya pek. ask y.. even me and baby nth le. i still dream of her. still will think off her.. and realli cant let go of her.. even though we not stead anymore.. but to me still like sia..de god reply me this.. all this is just my own emotional problem. cos i think of u too much tat y even in dream also dream of u.. do think also think of u.. thn whnever ppl say abt me and u de think i will cry.. cos i haven let u go.. he say de chance of see u back is comfirm will have de.. he say one day u will come back find me and de chance we getting back is not high and not low.. he say all this is just see how i going to do it... maybe we will get back tgt.. but he ask me dun put too much hope in it.. and i askif realli we can get back wat will happen.. he say.. he will feel happpi for us.. and give us de blessing.. iafter all de tips ahpek ask me wat to do and tell me.. i feel sad and also happi.. cos maybe we still can get back together and more is comfirm tat i will see u again but dunno whn. even god also can say all this.. baby cant we just give ourself a other chance??

baby.. just a other chance for each of us.. why not?? baby.. no matter wat i still be waiting.. and mmore all this thing also say tat u will come back and find me.. and it give me more courage to wait.. i must wait for u back..

baby.. i know u reading this.. i dunno u will believe it or not.. but i sayin de truth.. i just now relli did ask abt de thing between us.. baby just other chance.. love u baby!!

waiting for u baby...and i know u maybe de one who delete few photos in my friendster acc rite?? in de new album. but nvm.. i still have it in my com.. and we very very long din talk in phone le baby.. very long din talk in phone.. i be waiting fro ur calll

clown:'(

baby i know u reading all this.. go see my friendster acc.. i know maybe u dun wan accept me in ur acc again.. but u got my passwaord.. go see wat i got for u ba.. hais..

hais.. alot of days of tiredness aand sickness.. mc for 4 days.. nvm.. thn tio kick of of job.. saying tat i no mc and never inform them tat i nvr go work.. wtf?? thn nvm.. taiji coming and coming.. alot of taiji.. tired of all this shit.. but how tired i am i still wan to keep those gina tgt.. i cant give up.. thn nvm.. baby done smth tat i din expected and very selfish hao ma?? baby deleted herself in friendster in my acc or she delete me in her acc.. i cant view her now.. thn she delete herself in my acc for blog. thn msn also wan delete.. baby.. y?? y must u do this?? hais..:'( i know i done alot thing wrong.. but u dun this hao ma?? very no mercy sia.. hais.. having 5 gina now realli abit of headache but wat to do.. i promise baby.. 10.. baby 5 more.. i will keep this promise de.. and also pormise boss to make this family big.. i must do it.. no matter how tired am i.. althought alot of things happen no matter wat i will not give up on some goals.. 1st de very 1st.. must see baby once again.. make this family big.. and give baby some money whnever i got my pay.. hais.. now headache no job liao.. how to give.. needa a job fast and quick.. hais.. after baby.. realli wan mia from me.. my luck realli suey and down to de drain sia.. 1sia no job liao.. thn taiji keep coming.. thn ytd gamble play majong i total lose abt 50plus sia.. today jsut reach home.. hais.. but realli whn baby around i realli on luck and peace..even she went to taiwan.. my luck also not so suey.. until baby done all this delete everything realli like wan mia from me.. my luck realli gone and no peace at all.. hais.. baby.. i know u will read all this.. and u will reaad my blog.. baby.. juust wan tell u.. accept me back in friendster and msn hao ma?? pls?? treat i beg u ba... hais.. bbaby pls.. hais..

realli tired.. and i am still sick.. hais.. baby!!!! BABY!!!

我愿默然带着泪流很想一生跟你走就算天边海角多少改变一生只有风中追究不想孤单地逗留
我愿默然带着泪流很想一生跟你走在我心中的你思海的你今生不可不能没有你.. :'(

so disappointed today.. realli i am sia.. ytd and today same.. so disappointed..


baby wo hai xiang ni!!
wo hai ai ni!! muacks!!


clwon:'(

baby.. u not blind.. hais.. see de blog.. and see a post.. the thing i nvr forget.. u go to acc and see ba.. haish..

Am i that blind?

Elise

y my tat last post so short cos i doing a post for baby onli..this post is onli for u..

this how it started.. baby say this. ♥ Elise ; Tired. says:
oh
♥ Elise ; Tired. says:
cheehao..
♥ Elise ; Tired. says:
dun featue me can liao?
♥ Elise ; Tired. says:
i wan break totally with u.
♥ Elise ; Tired. says:
u didnt see the msg i left for u ytd?

hais.. but i just reply her i no comments.. nth to say.. haish.. and baby also say dun wan contact me animore.. wan block me everything.. haish.. but y.. just cos wat i did last time.. haish..

yes baby this my own problem my own taiji.. i tryin to act as nice guy.. hais.. but i not acting i just wanna show u my love is still through... but whn ever in msn talk abt our r/s.. u will start to fight.. cos in ur mind u onli thing i do bad thing towards u.. but did u ever think.. whn u left how much things i do for u?? i can everyday wait till late nite wait for u online thn talk to u.. but in the end wat i get? scolding from u for wat i did in de past.. hais.. after u left how much thing i trying to do.. trying save money to go find u.. but now i got work... now going safe money to bring u back.. my room full ur photos here and there.. y? cos i can make myself feel u are still here.. i get use to it le.. u everytime look at me play come.. eveyplace every concer of my room got u.. i doing all this for?? for who?? me?? hellow! baby is for u!!. yes last time u also try so hard now is my turn.. but last time u try so hard in the end got me fully liao.. u wan give up.. cos of de past.. haish.. now my turn to try hard to get u back.. but u just sentance me a death.. like no chance.. haish.. i keep gina cos of who?? 1 reason cos of u la baby.. 5 more to go onli.. i promise u will least keep 10 i will but all not anyhow de.. if i wan keep anyhow de i now very easy get ten.. but now all this is i slowly find.. using my heart find thm.. and they using their hard to under me.. i trying to act as good guy?? baby i dun need act.. u can come back ask.. how nice i am liao.. cos for and cos of who?.. tat u!! y in their heart u are their dasao u know y?? cos they can see.. they can feel how much i love u.. cos we now everyday tgt.. u now cannot see and feel i dun blame u.. but i just hope baby.. believe this.. i realli love u..y me and my friend keep compare u wif other.. cos u in our heart u win alot of points.. and u much more better thn thm.. hais.. now no matter wat i say u onli think is craps shit wat ever shit.. but i can 100%bet wif baby.. u back i can le u feel how much i love u.. now u cant feel.. u in urmind onli think i fucker wat ever shit.. but once u feel it whn u back.. i 100% bet wif u u will not say all this..

hais.. for now i onli wan talk to u nicely wif u.. thn got thing report to u.. thn our r/s thing.. wait till u back thnsay.. i can wait till u back say de.. hais.. now just let go a life like normally hao ma? r/s de thing u back thn say..


hais..

baby..

clown:'(

hais. let me HAISH LOUDLY FIRST! ok done.. now just let me post wat happen today... short and fast ba... today had a small fight wif ahteck.. but still we go tgt for meimei taiji at her skul there.. ppl stand by already.. thx for ppl like nesh and bros all come and help out.. total got 20 over of u nearly 30 plus.. i cant name all name out.. cos cant rmb.. but thx alot.. for so many ppl support me.. in mrt called xiao hei.. told him i got taiji.. he also damn steady come down onli.. but he come down not alot bring alot of ppl too.. thx man... thn in the end 2on2 and settle everything.. talk for so long.. finally finish.. knn renwei.. small kid..study dun wan study tio my gina for wat fcuk.. stupid guy..

and anna meimei praise me.. thx mei.. this wat she say..Thnks people like, clown gor, teck, fiq, aan, thinesh, yingpin, danyel, alex, haoran, rudi, vincent sumua malay side orang
and this also.. Gor best! Scold renwei's people till they shut up, yelah. Atleast my gor knows hw to teach me, better den renwei, kurang ajar seh nye laki.



lol.. mei dun need say so much la.. ay.. thx to u too.. take care ppl..


bye...



clown*:'(

this a song a frined ask me go listen.. by chen xiao chu-xian shi

我没有胆挂念你没有心见面试问我可以去边
只要我出现只怕你不便亦连累你丢脸
你是我的秘密我是你的废物缺席也不算损失
今晚你生日祝我有今日地球上快消失
眼泪还是留给天抚慰你是前度何必听我吠
再不走有今生无下世你是否想我起这个毒誓
宁愿失恋亦不想失礼难道要对着你力歇声嘶
即使不抵都要眼闭我这种身世有甚么资格献世

我共你不够熟眼泪也比较浊也没气质对你哭
不介意孤独比爱你舒服别离就当祝福

即使不抵都要眼闭
我自卑不怕有自尊只怕怕献世


realli all thing so xian shi ma?? haish.. i hate this line haish 你是我的秘密我是你的废物缺席也不算损失
今晚你生日祝我有今日地球上快消失


haish

ytd was so rush and sudden for me rushed to mac find hoho all.. haish.. thn came home this morning saw this.. haish :'(

(12:27 AM) ♥Elise ; How i w:

I am a stupid girl, yea right. those times with you so sweet yet so painful.. To me its just like one side love, to you i duno, but i only know, i really hate u now... hate that u wan to do all these to toture me first, then tell me u suffering now, hate that u wan to lie to me, doing stupid things behind my back, Fuck ooff la u, i really hate u now... i hate being so stupid, like a dog of urs liddat.

(12:27 AM) ♥Elise ; How i w:

u wait for me? wait long long lor,

just wanna say.. baby. u not de stupid gal.. and is not 1 side love.. maybe baby u hate me now.. for wat i did i de past.. and lie to u.. haish.. but wo zhen de change le.. even prison ppl go in and out of prison they still got chance.. they have yellow ribbon.. can i have it too?? i just need this last yellow ribbon chance to prove to u how much i love u baby.. es for wat past i done realli hurt u and make u feel tat is just 1 sided love.. but baby i realli change le.. u nvr give me a chance is jsut like straight give me a death sentance.. i dun please anything from baby.. i just wann say i HOPE we can start a fresh.. and i be waiting...hais.. ;'(

de problem really make me damn fan and sad abt it le.. morning saw this.. hais.. wat i can say now onli sorry.. cos u now cant just appear infront of me just like last time.. if not i realli show u not onli sorry and is a sincere love towards u.. hais.. :'(


clown:'( waiting

haha.. just came back home.. today work was quite smooth for me.. but very tiring.. 1 whole day nvr sleep and went for work.. now got myself sick.. hais.. but is ok.. all worth it.. and pls la hor i wan work and get money not use money to buy ppl around me la hor.. i wan work and earn money.. cos of my gina and meimei and also my lovely baby elise la hor..so dun talk behide my back.. thx..

mei saw my blog.. and say thx to me also.. ay.. today is cos kor not around.. so have to ask all gina go wif u de ma.. pls lor.. u dun forget ur kor de face how big sia.. muhahahaha.. and sry mei kor today cannot be there for u.. but heng tat cb guy nvr come skul but dun worry.. kor now also sick.. i think going get mc thn i go down ur skul find u settle de problem for u.. even kor is sick i dun care.. cos u my mei sia.. and thx also for asking dasao giving a chance..but kor got do smth wrong tat make hervery pissed off.. but still hope me and ur wish dasao tat is elise to start a frest wif kor.. but ans is up to her... kor will be waiting for her.. u all hope she ur dasao.. kor will get it for u all de.. also as mei u know kor dun wait for gal so long.. she de first after so many things happen i still waiting for her.. kor realli love her lots.. and mei dun worry anything.. no matter wat kor stand by for u de.. u wan ppl kor call for u.. u need help kor will try be thr. cos now working very hard to go for u.. but my gina will help u.. hao le.. let stop here..

twr.. off day for me ba.. gonna find meimei..

CLOWN*:'(

let me start from ytd whic i went to sentosa in de midnite.. will cut it short.. simply go there find ah gal de bro.. ah gal is ah teck gf.. me xiao hei ah teck and ah gal went sentosa to find weikang who is ahgal bro.. and weikang gf.. ah zhen jiejie sent us to de main place onli.. cos she scare later dunno how to come out.. so we took cab from thr and went in.. went there slack at de chalet..see weikang and his gf.. how i wish baby also beside me pei me and play poker.. lose quite alot for me ytd. cos not in de mood.. hais.. have a fight wif baby in msn again before i left sentosa.. tat y.. hais.. everytime whn baby fight wif me i cant do de ting well on de day.. example lose money in gamble.. hais..


thn today.. went watch movie wif ah teck and ah gal and alex.. alex ahg al de friend no my tat gina.. so dun mistaken it.. we watch de show name.. disater movie.. so funny.. i give it 4 star ba.. if u all like funny show maybe is quite good.. very funny for me.. laugh all way long in de cinema.. thn after de show ahgal jo me go play majong wif ryan and her.. actually dunw an de.. cos starting work later.. so tired lor.. but nvm in the end still went thr.. and i win money.. now i have 8dollar.. ah gal still own me around 5 dollars.. ryan own me 1 dollar.. haha.. i wish all this money i win is in thousand thn good.. can sent baby back from taiwan.. or i can go find baby in taiwan.. hais.. now at home waiting to be morning thn prepare go work.. comfirm die.. nvr sleep.. sian.. later afternoon meimei got taiji wif tat cb kia renwei again.. fuck* i cant go cos got work.. but asked all my gina to go down wif mei.. hope everything alright.. just scare smth happen to thm.. asked ryan go down for me.. but dunno can or not.. he afternoon giving me ans.. god bless my gina alex geno and preston and my mei anna nth happen to thm... pls help me look after thm...

saw baby blog.. mei tagged her wif a dasao behide.. so guai.. but baby reply her back in mei blog is not wat i wan hais.. how i wish everything still normal like last time.. wif baby.. hais.. baby if u willing we still can patch back de.. we still can start a fresh baby.. haish

hao le gtg.. update later whn i back from work ba.. hope waork is smooth for me in de first day.. heex;)

clown:'(

let me post abt today.. quite happi today for me.. small brother birthday..and for me?? i open a small gathring wif bros all... my gina brother alll got come.. onli alex and anna nvr come.. haha.. 2idiots.. haha.. thn have alot fun.. thn at nite just now have some small sparing match.. haha.. spar wif xiaohei de gina.. all not bad.. onli one cannot make it.. haha.. thn just now went mac sit down.. sia la.. i like really big sia.. 1 whole group ppl wif me.. like siao sia.. haha.. thn pick ah gal and ah zhen jiejie they all up to my hse also.. haha.. thn talk to baby today.. feel quite happi.. she now going drink.. but just wan wish tat she dun drink and smoke too much ba.. hais.. no one control her.. sian... hao le.. gonna go entertain jiejie all.. cya..


and wanna say sry to ahhui!.. wat u ask me do i din done it for u ytd.. sry..
sry alex.. i should scold u ytd... u my good gina.. sry...
and baby is ok.. nvm le.. wat past is past.. i just will wait for u back de... and u bad mood will like tat de so is ok i know.. but wat u say realli hurts me alot.. but u bad mood so understand.. and u still care i know.. althought we are far away from 2 coutry now but i still can feel ur love and care.. baby no matter wat i love u still and waiting for u.. muacks love u!!.. i also will be opeing a gathring for u whn u back.. and baby.. i hope whn u back we still can be back tgt.. baby i realli wan back tif u... i cant leave u realli.. waitng for u baby.. love*

let me start from ytd.. ytd went to ah hui de place thr drink... dunno how many martell is open.. ytd his side 1 guy birthday.. can count tat guy is very big.. de whole pub is full of his side ppl.. 2 room and de main hall..for me onli a few.. haha.. drink alot lor.. drink till i today wake up around 3 plus.. but i was not drank.. thn after drink whn jurong west.. smth happen.. hais.. dun wan talk abt it also.. hais.. thn go home.. sleep wake up 3 plus prepare my small brother birthday..

a day of tears a day of damn sad low feeling.. can help me?? nope it still cant.. y?? cos.. my heart still got u baby.. whn to west mall.. talk to ah teck on de way abt wat happen.. i cry somemore.. he even call ryan.. my ex jiefu.. who cares for me alot.. i gave him a shock.. so sry.. cos once i got de phone i just started a big cry.. no one can even stop.. ah teck also dunno wat to do.. was listening to songs.. wo de cuo and duo si wo de cuo.. walk and think alot.. yes no one cares.. half way still recieve a call.. haish.. a bad call.. let me say to de caller.. if i done all tat.. yes my wrong i should'nt do tat.. but did anyone think abt de good?? ah leo birthday.. wan him happi.. i got wrong ma? do u all think i wan do tat? i also dun wan.. is ppl ask me bring ah leo go have fun.. if by doing this to make my bro happi.. like tat i last time till now no one will respect me la sia.. u all just think de blame is on me.. de good?? haish.. baby say correct i done so much.. who cares? no one la... and talked wif ryan jiefu onj de phone.. he say.. he will sent me go taiwan find u.. he say give him 2 weeks time. but i dunno weather is true or not.. but i hoping he is.. thn went west mall find ah gal.. who is ahteck gf.. thn plan to go woodland play majong.. HA!! i totally no mood.. i lost 10 over dollars.cos i already prepare to lose money.. i got no mood to do all tat.. but heng got jie fu around.. i win back money. thx alot..i know u all trying hard to make me smile.. make me laugh.. but realli sry jie fu.. ah teck ah gal.. i realli cant.. but least i smile abit to show u all tat i fine.. thn everything finish now just came home.. cant sleep.. gonna listen song.. think abt things ba..

secondly.. baby i wanna say alot of things. but maybe u think is craps or wat.. yes all is my fault actually.. maybe now i regret is too late or smth.. but baby.. did u ever think y i wan play gang back?? y i wan keep gina??? who de hell in this world who know me.. dunno tat even i wan chap i will not keep gina.. but i keep kina is for u.. wat i promise u?? least a 10 gina plus me 11 ppl will pick u up from airport if u are back.. i reaching my target.. and i dun wan study.. cos u not around le.. last time u around.. u still ask me g skul i still go.. now?? diff u know ma?? even u now ask me go skul.. but do u think i got de mood?? and y i told u i got work liao?? u think i realli wan work?? baby u know clearly i can dun work also can survive lor.. i found a job.. cos of who?? partly realli cos of u.. u know ma?? cos i wan save money to go find u.. tat wat i told u before.. it rying to do it.. u understand?? i dun wanna break anymore promise tat i promise towards u..and.. i going do smth.. not do de thing tat bad behide u.. cos jiefu say wan spon me go taiwan find u la.. i say u may hate me.. cos u ask me cannot go ma.. but do u think.. i realli can let go ma?? since jie fu open mouth say.. give him 2 weeks time.. he will sent me go.. i say up to him.. cos he dun need do so much for me.. i dunno weather is true or not.. tat y i ask u. if i going do smth maybe u dun like wat will u do..haish.. if realli he can.. i reallli prepare to go.. baby.. maybe now i say all this u will get angry liao.. but pls dun.. haish...

3rdly.. i realli think alot today.. wat i have done?? how much i done for de shirt?? who dunnno clown respect de shirt alot.. y i keep so many gina.. 1 reason also cos of boss.. i promise him i wan make his shirt big.. i doing it.. but now?? maybe in his heart.. i just a supsuii gina now.. i think i now stand no whr in his heart.. haish.. i can even foke out 200 dollars without saying anything to treat u alll eat.. but got who cares? no one ba.. who dunnno even i sad i wan my ppl tat wif me to be happi?? do u all know wat de real story behide this name CLOWN/?/ guess u all dunno.. yes this de first shirt really make me feel realli like a family.. but also a shirt who dunnno me well.. haish.. but nvm la.. no one cares also.. baby say correct i done so much who cares?? shit cares onli ba.. wat i get in de end? a scolding?? a word say wan kick me out?? haish.. nvm la.. now also ask alex take care of de gina first.. meimei will help me settle watever going happen.. jiejie going to overall help me take care.. i stand no rights now.. no whr now.. haish.. can i just die all let a car just bang me to death?? but do i realli can let go everything i had ma?? can i realli let go of baby?? 4months.. bloody 4months.. after baby left i still cant let go la sia.. who dunno. i dun wait for gals more thn 1 month la.. but now diff.. i can wait.. but whr gone can i still get back?? no one cares.. no one realli can do anything.. haish..

say so much also no use.. jiejie i know u care for me u help me alot.. but u dun realli know my feeling.. yes a guy cry for a gal for wat? a guy like 1 to die for a gal for wat?? cos i realli love her alot.. baby elise.. realli someone i realli love alot.. guess u dunno ba..y i wan do tat ??u think for myself? my own use? own fun?? no!! is for ah leo!!! u know ma?? i wan him happi his birthday.. u know ma?? u dunno.. nvm jiejie i dun blame u.. although we know each other realli got more thn 3 yrs.. but we not realli tgt everyday.. onli recent month whn i change side and be wif u all we thn got everyday meet de.. nvm jie i dun blame u.. cos u realli a best jie who realli cares and do alot things for me..

haish.. just let me relax ba.. i dun wan cares so much first.. just let me try do smth for baby.. shirt.. mei and alex.. u 2 is de person i trust.. help me ba.. de rest.. i dunno still got wat.. maybe dun wan care much ba.. haish..



if i din start to give up on de r/s first i guess all this also will not happen.. maybe still u be in sg sia.. haish..

everything i will not do now... gonna plan smth for baby... yes who cares? haish

baby.. this is for u.. is for my baby...


飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你


baby.. is for u.. hais.. baby.. i waiting for u...

today quite a nice a happi day for me.. cos i got my paid!! haha 300 dollars.. 20 give to papa... and i fork out 200 dollars to let thm enjoy.. got ah teck ah gal who is ah teck gf.. ryan my ex jie fu.. and 1 more friend and my papa and mama.. is like whole family down..

firstly get pay asual buy cigg first.. wahh finally can smoke sg cigg le.. thn bring thm go eat seafood.. cos total around 58 dollars!.. thought is going to be expensive cos we call alot food total got 5 food 6 8rice sia.. haha.. but well so cheap.. maybe someone helping me.. haha.. thn after tat slax awhile sit at my hse mac here asual i go buy my ice cream eat.. thn we all go to CSC thr near my hse we go had a fun time in thr singing.. haha.. total beer plus everything around 50+++.. haha.. but well is ok.. thn other 100 how i spend on thm?? i also dunno haha.. so dun need ask me.. haha..

was singing song all day long.. just like my mini concert sia.. haha.. lots is my songs.. thn remind me of baby.. so wish baby was here too.. but too bad baby not here just now.. hais.. but is ok.. just now sing all de songs remind of u.. thn i nearly drop tears sia.. wth.. maybe missing baby too much ba.. or smth is missing i dunno.. but baby no worries.. whn u back le u can le.. i will treat u also.. haha.. let me show u my super singing sound.. is nice ok.. jay chou de didi ok.. haha..

hao le lastly just wanna say thx for everyone who pei me today.. u all pei me all day long.. so long din laugh and smile so loudly le.. ppl still can say i gone crazy.. but no choice got to push myself forward.. but heart still thinking of baby.. hais.. nvm.. will wait till de day baby is back.. bring baby around.. haha.. and show u all good bros i having now.. ok. gonna go slp.. twr needa go hospital for chk up.. hais.. talk abt chk up long story.. gonna reach thr by 8 in de morning.. hais.. hope very thing goes well for me ba.. hais... next time tell u all de story.. but dun worry ppl.. i so strong comfirm nth de.. maybe just a chkup ba.. to comfirm tat i realli strong.....

ok.. this is for baby.. baby.. i found a job le.. happi for me?? cheers!! i will update u wat happen to me de.. so dun worry.. dunno if u are or not... ut tell u first twr i going for chk up is for heart scan.. dunno wat happen... long story... tell u next time.. will post de pic of de letter also.. hao le.. baby.. takecare urself alrights.. i be waiting for u back de.. even if smth realli happen to me.. dun worry.. dun forget my sprite is always wif u.. muacks baby...love baby..


bye everyone.. will update u all twr... pray hard for me ya??

muacks everyone.. nite ppls..

clown♥ baby..



days maybe long months maybe longer years maybe more long.. but no matter wat.. will wait till de day u back...

just wanna say a few things to baby.. hais...


baby.. wanna say.. is from a song lyrics i forget de tittle le.. i eveytime copy and paste onli.. but now i jsut wan to type and waste my time on all this.. to still prove i still love u baby... is all i typ out de.. onli change abit.. mUACks!

and wat if i never kiss ur lips again or feel the touch of your sweet embrace how could i ever go on
without you there no place belong,, well someday love is gonna lead u back to me but till it does i will have an empty heart,, so i will just have to believe somewhere out there you thinking of me,,
until de day i will let u go,, until we say our next hello,, it not goodbye till i see u again,, i be right here rmbing when and if time is on our sidde there will be no tears to cry,, on down the road there is one thing i cant deny,, it not goodbye,,
you think i be strong enough to make it through and rise from above whn the rain falls down,, but it so hard to be strong,, whn u been missing somebody so long,, it just matter of time,, i sure but time takes time and i cant hold on,, so wont u try as hard as u can to put our love tgt???


baby.. is for u.. come back hao ma?? wo de ai yi zi hai zai!! wo ai ni!! muacks!!

realise today is me and baby de 4month.. hais.. baby i know u realise it too... i told u i will keep counting mean i will.. i count till u back.. u back i still cont counting de.. abby.... wo ai ni!!

happi 4month!!

hais.. today de 20 day wifout baby... few days nvr chat le.. hais.. dunno wat happen.. my mood just wooo down all de way wifout her.. baby maybe u true.. all this is all i started it.. but cant we just end it.. and start a freash?? hais.. u can say u got new bf or wat shit.. bf onli... hais... also dunno u say weather is tuth or not.. but baby.. i will be just waiting wif mei in singapore for u... i will wait de.. hais...

3 new more ppl over at my side here.. wooo my head going big and small liao.. but is a good new for baby?? baby.. 12 is our target rmb?? now got 9 lei... 3 more onli... i will do it and show u...

and thx meimei anna help me blog... thx mei... baby u see le.. mei also wan follow go we waiting for u back... back quick k?? now got 9.. 3 more... thn my target wif u is going reach.. i din bluff u ba.. i wanna prove to u i nvr bluff u.. is a promise between us.. waiting u back ba...


hao le.. going slp.. today total run to 4 place drink.. 2 place is boss.. thx boss for de drink.. it realli cheer me up alot whn see u wan me happi.. but head big and small onli.. other 2 go to our place pub drink cant tell whr cant tell who bring sry... and more AH LEO HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!! hope u enjoy urself today... ur tao nvr make u sia suey ar.. haha.. bring u celebrate.. happi k?? see so mani ppl around me so happi i feel so good.. but still got a thing in my heart cant put down.. realli cant still put down... 1 more thing tat waiting for baby back tat all waiting for u back.. thn i realli become back a clown le....


hao le going slp.. nite ppll..

clown..:/ smiling wif no smile.. haish...

Okay. I am blogging on ClownCine's behalf without his permission. Dont be shock kay brudder :D You now, firstly, I wanna say, I LOVE CLOWN GOR VERY MUCH(: I never had such a nice and caring brother before. I dunno why, but dear Allah, do take the pain all away from him. Rmb, you'll always have me this sister. Everytime you call me stress, I oso follow stress tau. So do cheer up. She will be back. But I really never talk to dasao before, but got this yuan fen. Just believe mei that she will come back. Live on well. Take it as a time you two test whether you two's relationship can take the time test. & take it as a test, that both of you will be faithful. Dasao, when you're back, me and gor will all go fetch you de :D Miss me and my gor alright. Loves*

NOT GOING TO BE UPDATE AND ONLINE FOR TIME BEING...

thx boss thx ah teck thx ah gal thx alex thx alot ppl. thx.. hais...

clown currently emotional break down he break down!! talk to him help him!!..

he competely dun wan talk??? now is he dun wan talk liao..he emotional breakdown.. help him out guys...


thx for anna meimei. he dun blame u before he know u tryin to be 24hrs de mei. but is hard.. ur kor understand.. ur kor today just need ppl wif him.. anyone who know clown.. msg me.. come down look for him...
thx..

these are de pic on de comex IT show 2008... took some pic.. and i had a pic wif a FHM MODEl.. haha.. cindy she from FhM.. wth lor.. and some of de pic of working and caught some slacking ppl and after work pic.. so tiring packing and carry everything..















































some of the pics are here.. wan all go my friendster and see.. went through happi laughter sad tired slax tgt.. haha.. fun fun fun.. but hais.. today de 8 day baby not wif me.. will keep on counting de.. baby come abck to me pls..hais..


baby i miss u!!

sgning off...


clown.hais.