first time had a big fight wif nana.. omg tat not wat u think la.. ay.. very hard tell u in phone realli not i dun wan explain clear.. but hard... guess u gonna mia from me ba.. msg u call u also dun wan reply.. tat not wat u think.. u realli go misunderstandin in me.. ay..


sian.. this was wat happen ytd.. after knowing each other so long.. first time big fight sio.. :(


k going back to my game..

saw this at one of my sis blog.. very meaningful.. hmm care to read out loud??!!!


每个人都有属于自己的爱情故事
没有人知道故事怎样开始，怎样结束
缘份说来就来，每分在哪个时候
说走就走，缘份已经到了盡頭
这东西，不是每个人都能理解
常常都会有麻目的时候
有人为爱可以死心塌地付出一生
值不值得，就自己去想想
情和爱，要做出来并不容易
口口声声说爱，却又领悟不到当中的意思
情为何物，诗人读再多书也未必知道
未曾体验过各种滋味，那会知道
命中注定或上天的安排
这世界这么大，我们还能走在一起
总觉得，生与死并不是最远的距离
而是在你的眼前，你却不懂
我爱你
起初一开始，最喜欢白天见面晚上见面
做梦都会见面，情话绵绵，电话讲不完
发誓，希望两人热恋直到永远
没有想过爱情之后变感情的局面
暗恋相恋热恋失恋，感情很混乱
现在的人，很多都容易移情别恋
婚外情，一夜情，他们玩弄感情
三分钟热度之后就忘记所有事情
其实只要对人不用太多的要求
爱一个人根本不需要理由
只要真心真意对待就已经足够
不管是曾经拥有或是天长地久


and this... but i hope sad ending will not happen.. if not i gonna heard and sing this song.. meaning full.. hope everythin still fine ba.. i dun wish to put up this song.. if 1 day this song is up.. hais.. guess it over??


DEEP AND MEANINGLESS by rooster
I， I don’t know why I miss you so much
Yeah I， I don’t know why I still feel your touch
You， you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing， nothing but the question why
Yeah you， I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:If you call me todayI’ll say that I’m fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It’s just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You， you knew what you were doing to me
And I， I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relive what we had（Damn that’s sad）
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can’t leave behind me
Chorus （Repeat）




gonna slp le.. morning le.. yawns!! wake up thn post.. nite ppl:)

hello readers!! i was back ytd nite.. haha.. was at baby hse satying de day before.. cos help her do her stupid com.. haha.. but in the end here there ry.. also like shit cannot.. thn stay over at baby hse for 1 day.. haha.. thn stupid early de morning it works?? wahlau audi realli lisiao ppl la.. nb.. haha. but is alright.. it give me de first time stayin at baby hse.. ahha. after so long:) mornin wake up wash up.. cook breakfast for baby.. thn lunch.. thn dinner we go packet.. haha.. so sweet de guy i am rite?? hais.. but too bad.. i duno how long can it last.. i not her bf also.. how i wish everyday can see u sleep.. cook for u whn wake up.. hungry cook for u.. how i wish cook for u for my rest of life time.. everyday spend my time wif baby.. hais.. but i dunno whn is de day coming ba.. or maybe there no these days?? hais..

ppl tell me just hang on.. cos u will be back.. hmmm i wait.. but how long?? how long can i wait?? or how long i got to wait?? hais.. tryin to be a "Bf" everyday.. but does it work to come true to be a real bf again? hais i realli dunno.. hope our promise still thr ba.. gonna sleep.. very tired le.. later few more hours wake up going have breakfast wif family.. yawn.. nite reader.. nite baby jocelyn..


:) clown :)

44days left to go NS..

whn is de day gonna come true?? hais...

hello ppl... this going to be a long post... haha.. is abt ytd me and baby go shoppin:) and i brought de big winnie de pooh for de 1 month... is a pooh tat time i fail to get her.. hah is freakin big.. and freakin costly!! haha.. but is alright.. i spend money on baby thn spend money on drug.. haha.. k let pic tell de story how happi baby is..:)












fat and young de baby..:)


k.. tat all abt ytd.. ahha.. see her for 1 whole day.. even we not tgt.. see her like so happi.. i also happi:) ily! imy! baby.. INY TOO!!

today alot fun and i brought it.. i brought it!! de big winnie the pooh for baby!! haha.. photo and more updates will be update soon.. i just tied and shag now.. so ya.. not enough sleep.. pei baby de whole de.. realli very dun have so nice de feelin.. baby.. ily!!


i gonna MIA from blog for a moment i guess.. so ya.. ppl bye.. cya..:)
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我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸，寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里。世界唯一的你 I will climb the highest mountain and Swim the deepest sea.
对我说的一字一句,都是我们的秘密听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心,却还不清醒,一定不是我至少我很冷静
可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信~

i miss alot ppl.. i miss u all!!

i miss my mei.. anna.. mei although kor sometime scold u but cos kor care.. u know i treat u just like a real mei.. nvr treat a mei so good.. i angry wif u. cos u left kor alone and left wif wat stupid guy.. de years u and kor go through can win de guy tat put all those stupid sweet word on u?? mei.. wake up.. and come back to ur old anna!!!

i miss my baby...:) but later i meeting her.. getting our 1 month present.. haha

i miss iikyn sis.. meet up soon.. miss de time kita lepak kat esplanade.. meet up soon and we have some gathering.. will bring my this gal along:)

i miss my bro ah boy.. u are in DB.. but i wait for u out.. just rmb 1 word.. brother are in our heart.. wansuey 369!

i miss my sis... meet up soon soon.. hope every is alright...

alamak i miss alot ppl la.. cant name all.. i going ns soon like in 1 month time?? dunno got time meet all ppl before i go in.. omg... sian..

gonna go fetch and shop wif baby later.. cya:)

will update later...

was so stupid of my self just now.. u all know wat?? i nearly took out everything abt me and jocelyn?? cos of my anyhow thing.. i nearly changed my tittle screwed life.. but actualli yes.. haha.. but to let ppl all here know actually me and her haven patch back.. so ya.. still ya thx to those ppl sent me say last long.. but just wanna tell u all haha.. we haven patch back.. so ya.. dun get de wrong idea le.. i just single.. but unavailable.. haha..

is fair also to my baby jocelyn tat i declar this?? so tat got ppl jio her lor.. haha.. just looking forward to de day ba.. now onli go a step by a time.. and lookin lor.. maybe thrs a patch maybe nope.. so ya.. wish me good luck ba..

i saw this very meaninful.. when you really love someone the person wont treasure you lo, agree ?... haha.. tat y i think alot abt me and jocelyn.. but guess wat.. i ask her this.. and she not me nope not true..wat does she mean?? hmm is thr chance for me?? or wat?? haha.. so ya.. everyone now know le wor.. we are not attach.. we just simply seem tgt.. ya..it sad to let her go.. it sad to see her go..it happi to be wif her.. give me laughter and smile.. but wat choice? tat wat she wan.. she need time so i had to just give her ba. so ya.. we are not attach just seem tgt.. but truth we not.. hais...no matter wat de end of us will be.. is patch or no patch.. de memories will always keep within me..:)

my pretty and sweet baby:)


just wake up like 2hr ago?? haha. so late lor i wake up.. so funny.. so long nvr sleep for more thn 12 hours le.. haha..

wake up same routine.. wash up use com.. eat.. haha.. just finish my spec.. ytd cook for family still life over.. make hot and eat.. haha..


chatted wif baby on de phone.. but we talk not long.. smth happen... hais.. baby just wan say.. no matter wat it happens.. i still care.. even i dunno anything.. but u like tat.. i will still care.. cos ily u and i care for u baby:)

k le.. going abck to play game.. alter thn update more.. cya:)

today baby came to find me.. haha.. and bring along a lunh box.. inside contain food tat she cooked for me.. ahha.. so sweet of her rite?? thn eat baby cook de food.. drink abby prepare de drink.. woo wah a moment of so xinfu lor.. haha.. thx u abby.. xin ku ni le..muacks.. thn.. slack around.. see baby playin audi.. haha.. chit chat.. haha.. miss baby alot.. haha...

i gonna update some pic.. haha.. so let pic tell de story.. haha.. i candid shoot baby.. haha. so funny..:)























haha.. guess enough de ba?? haha... k le..

a msg for baby.. thx for everything today.. ahah.. thx for ur food drinks.. haha.. i know xin ku ni le..:) love u... thx u... imy and ily.. baby takecare urself whn i not around alright?? good luck for exam tmr.. muack!!


k.. cya reader...


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nth much today.. so ya... just reach home...

gonna sleep soon le.. after my dota..

good nite ppl.. i in good mood for today!! haha.. tmr got food cooked by baby.. so sweet:)

i just dun understand y.. y baby.. y to u i like so bad de person? no matter wat i say u got tons of things to say abt me.. haish.. no matter wat i say also wrong.. hais.. wat just i did wrong?? show care love to u got wrong?/ cos i wan u.. u just dun get de story and de main point of wat we qurreling abt.. wat de main point i tryin to say.. hais.. i just wan u wan take responsible if realli smth happen.. but hais.. u just got ton of things to say.. i very happi baby.. very good at those thinkin.. i very happi baby become so mature.. very good.. hais.. baby.. i left 1 month plus just to be wif u.. i just wan spend my everyday wif u before i go in.. just scare of losing u.. but u just dun understand.. hais..


i just sad.. very sad.. just found out i just so bad.. wat de hell did i do.. hais...


bye.. cya readers.. and cya baby...

omg.. baby jsut hope u alright ba.. u are like so scary.. hope u alright.. dun make me worry.. i know u facing moodswing.. sorry i cant be thr for u.. but i here to let u scold k?? just scold all u wan.. but after tat must be happi.. as long baby happy.. i dun mind let u scold for nth.. love u baby!!


so bored.. sian.. dunno wat de result in the end.. haha.. played game whole day.. chiong my sudden attack rank.. haha.. so fun... sunday guess having some dinner... bring baby along i think.. haha.. love u baby.. hope u come k..


k la.. ppl bye...

cya

baby.. no matter wat de result going be.. u still de one i love.. if have.. we just go on.. k?? aha.. let everything plan by fate and god ba.. if it should be have.. thn we have it alright?? dun go for abortion:).. k?/ haha... opps...

对你的爱越深，就越来越心痛，留住你的人， 切留不住你的心，梦中的你，何时回头给我一 个温暖的背影。" ."{♥} 是因為我太愛你.. hais

hi ppl back to blog..hais.. some time thing realli dun go de way u wan.. hais.. y sia?? sometime things so unfair..de thin u wan left 1by1.. even de person u love.. just cos of some small thing.. he/she decide to leave u.. and left a memories behind.. sometime memories is painful cos it still left around u..


this a msg to baby jocelyn.. i not i not de 100% guy u wish to have.. i know thr something tat u still dun like abt me.. hais.. just wanna say no matter wat it going to be it the or wat is going to be like.. just wanna say baby i enjoy every moment wif u.. i enjoy de time wif u.. just wana say baby i love u.. i know it sound stupid.. but i know alot things tat i should not know and i actually dun wan know.. hais.. i dunno y thing must or y wil end up like this.. jsut wanna sa.. baby is a nice memories wif u.. i love u!!.. baby iLY! INY! IMY!!just hope we can get back like de way we are.. i realli hope it.. hais.. just rrmb.. i not around plsplspls rmb take care urself.. dun eat too much those stupid unhealthy food.. u are sick pls takecare urself.. sorry for not being thr for u.. sorry.. but hope u take care and baby see u soon ba.. muacks:)


Memories of the love I left behind
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame, Oh, I -
I'd do it all again

And through these eyes, I've seen a thousand lies
And it's taken years to realize
Nothing stays the same
No one is to blame, but I -
I'd do it all again

Doesn't really matter if you got it right
Doesn't really matter who was wrong or right
Yeah
All I know is I know that I can make it through
What about you?

Ohh, my, my
Ain't no way it's gonna change me
Ohhh, cause all the fear that I've left behind
Yeah, yeah
If only time will tell you what is meant to be
There's a place I can't let go
Only in all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no ones to blame, but I -
I'd do it all again

Doesn't really matter if you got it right
(Doesn't really matter)
Doesn't really matter who was wrong or right
(Who was wrong or right, yea)
Looking at my life today and I'm alright, I'm ok
(I'm alright, I'm ok)
Now I see the world in a better way
(So much better now)
And I know, Yes, I know
That I can make it through

Memories the love that I left behind

Wish it was the same
I guess no ones to blame
No, no, nothing stays the same
And everything must change
Oh, I
I'd do it all again
Oooh, again
Again

Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honeyt, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

Chorus
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie (2x)

As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

Chorus (2x)

Bridge
No way, no how

just wana say.. baby u sad i sad. u cry i cry. u happi i happi.. sorry for all de hurting and all de wrongs.. sorry sometime break ur heart.. i know i bad baby i just need u.. need u alot.. baby i need u!! i need jocelyn tang!!! i need u badly!! thr a song is for u....let last and back tgt like how we are.. baby iLY! iNY! iMY!








Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

ayayayay so many things happen.. wth.. hais.. firstly say sorry to baby.. i make u angry again.. i know i very bad.. not a good bf or smth.. but give me time alright?? i just need time.. sorry.. no more next time k??:)

and this msg is specially to angeline.. i dun care u hate me y angry me or i hate u or i angry u.. but this i jsut doing it for baby jocelyn.. just wan say.. forgive her.. she realli treat u as a sis.. she need u more thn she need me i guess.. so just dun leave her.. anything haohao talk k?? and i sure thr some misunderstandin in between de.. so ya.. contact me asap alright?? and if u think last time i got scolded u or smth.. i say sry.. just wan u forgive jocelyn ba... u also dunw an see her sad am i rite?? so ya.. contact me asap.. she ok wif me..so dun ened worry.. i promise takecare of her de..:)


gamed de whole de eat de whole day.. jialat la.. needed exercise soon le.. NS coming.. ay.. hais.. sian lesser days for me..:(

k la back to my game.. cya ppl

hello.. haha.. today went to west mall wif my bro and his gf.. go shopping.. haha shop like crazy can? haha.. and I BROUGHT A NEW PHONE FOR MYSELF!!! haha is LG serect Kf750






haha.. same as my baby jocelyn phone.. haha.. not bad actually this phone.. but i wan de samsung de 8GB phone!! which is this...SAMSUNG PIXON




arg.. but not enough money.. sian waiting for 1 idiot transfer me my money.. also return money to yangyang bro.. ps keep u waiting.. i haven recieve de money.. sorry.. haha thn just finish my video call wif my baby.. haha.. so fun cant.. haish.. sian very long nvr go fetch her le.. but soon ba. baby soon i go fetch u and meet u in skul.. haha.. sorry i know i bad got com le thn like lazy ar.. ahah..opps:)

k le ppl going sleep le.. nite.. cya...

:)

haha.. just finish some chatting wif elise.. de same.. starting like fighting like tat.. lol.. haha.. xi guan le ever after u left.. haha.. tmr having dance competition.. so jia u alright?? ahaha.. and u can do it de.. can win de.. cos u are clown ex.. wakakakaka!!.. lame... i cant support u in person there.. but i support u wif my spirit and my blog post.. wakakaka:).. hao le jiayou:) give me good news tmr alright??:0


so bored.. just finish talkin wif elise.. so now going back gaming.. haha.. so sian lor.. now to 12july left around 1month ++.. hais.. lesser time le to have fun so sian.... haha.. but is ok.. now let have fun till thn ba... :)

hello.. haha..just now went out awhile whn wake up.. haha.. so tired lo.. sian.. checked de friendster de horoscope.. haha.. very interesting.. IT say->Speak up if you feel like people are walking all over you -- but do it maturely. hmm.. i guess is true.. got ppl already realli stepping on me.. but is ok la.. just step lor.. i also dun wanna care.. haha.. i also know ppl tryin step on my head le.. so is ok.. haha.. i know lame rite? haha.. i know.. but just wan say to ppl who already steping on my head.. or ppl tryin to step.. i just wan say.. u will not step long tat all..:)

hello everybody.. i just reach home lor.. haha.. wan know y?? cos haha.. middle of de nite go find my jiejie and sister and her bf yangyang. haha.. slack talk cock smoke.. play game.. haha.. so lame lor..


this specially for yingying jiejie.. thx jie for ur listening ear.. i know ur didi very naughty sometime.. but i realli am.. bo bian.. haha.. thx u for listen to my cry out stories.. wif tears lor.. omg.. haha.. is like i first time drop tears infront of u?? haha.. u got scared rite?? haha.. thx jie for all de BIG EXPLAINTATION.. i will listen and keep in mind.. let time slowly prove my everything lor tat rite rite?? haha.. and dun sad le.. smile k?? jie fu go taiwan cos he had to go there. he having his NS.. so ya.. nth to sad abt k?? haha.. everything will be soon over k??:)


gonna use com chiong my game le.. cya ppl...

to those lifeless spammer.. get own life la.. u all can just keep spam.. i very easy just ban.. haha.. i dun entertain dog.. and internet gangster.. wan just meet real life.. bukit batok st 51.. dun be a humji noob.. just spam.. i onli entertain dog real life and i wanna too.. so spammer pls get a life la.. and pls i'm sure u all are not good enough to provoke me.. so ya.. just shoooo... doggie.. bye

so bored!! haha.. just finish gamin... waiting for someone to msg me.. sian.. LOL... y now a days so many small kid and sudden so many dogs in singapore sia.. no bark at ppl.. but bark at ppl blog.. omg.. so hi -tech.. haha.. to de "EH".. u dare just put down ur name.. dun eh here and there.. realli eh eh eh dog lei.. haha... wan spam ppl blog?? wtf?? grow up la.. now wat year le.. still spamming.. ay... and my gal deserve who or wat.. u dun need to judge. or wat.. cos u a dog.. cant judge ppl lei.. ay.. poor u.. haha

played whoe day of game.. and went to do some photo printing at photo shop.. haha.. so nice.. haha.. hehe.. getting smth for someone.. wakakakaka.. k la.. gonna back to game.. bye:)

helllo ppl.. haha.. wake up around 11plus i guess?? play my game.. till now.. haha... so fun... so long nvr touch com till so song liao.. haha... so bored now!!! sian... guess not going anywhr today ba.. stay at home le.. hais.. if now i guess i at BM le.. hais.. but smth not de same anymore.. hais...

2 days past le... wat gonna be de ans u gonna give?? how much more time am i going to wait?? hais... how long we going to half time our r/s.. hais.. i realli dunno.. cos is not up to me.. is u... hais... baby imy jocelyn tang!!!

haha.. alot thing happen ytd.. y cant some ppl mind their own taiji?? very lame sia.. wat so happy abt spoilting ppl r/s wat so good abt breakin up ppl?? like so childish.. so many things happen ytd.. no gonna say so much.. till everything is comfirm.. hais.. how i hope i can turn back de time to ytd afternnon and stop there and dun go on to nite.. hais.. jocelyn tang!!! haha


BTW PPL!! I BACK FROM MIA!!! so ppl can contact me in msn blog friendster and hp le.. haha

now at gf hse.. just reach.. haha.. just now go fetch her from skul.. thn rush to her grandma hse.. thn go back Bm again play lan.. so lame.. wakakaka.. thn go down funan find her cousin..
they both are reallli cousin lor.. ay.. talk in a same pattern.. haha.. so now at her hse.. hungry.. haha.. waiting for her bath finish.. ask her cook for me.. so nice.. haha...:)

nowadays alot things happen.. is like so lame.. long story.. dunnno how to start.. had a fight wif angeline.. is like so sudden?? dunno wat happen la.. so ya... dun wanna care so much le.. so ya.. understand ppl change.. :)

and btw.. gonna disown some gans le.. so ya.. get prepare to be disown ba.. wahahaha.. but we still can be close friend so ya.. first disown wif me de is angeline le.. so ya.. now going for second one.. thn slowly disown.. cos now got stead le.. got gans also not nice.. so yup..:) sorry to my gans!!


lastly.. no matter who are trying to break or spoilt me and jocelyn r/s i dun care.. as is so childish spoilting someone r/s.. maybe ppl is jealous ba.. haha..:)

k le.. gonna post le.. bye..

cya..:)

hi ppl.. i back.. now at my baby hse.. haha.. so many things happen these few days.. baby just wanna say sorry for everythin if i did somthin wrong.. u know la.. ur babyboy is ban chard.. so ya.. must forgive me k? cos u know i love u.. haha..

060509.. haha.. last long my dear... jocelyn tang... love u.. haha...


just came back from tiong.. went down to catch some gathering wif old bros.. haha.. play soccer..
baby wana me say rudi is so cute.. is like so lame?? haha.. alright la.. let stop here.. jsut wanna say wat past is past ba.. let walk towards to de future.. haha..

hellow!!! ppl.. i back.. haha.. now at my so call gf hse.. Her name is"jocelyn".. haha..

been mia from blog and friendster? haha.. finally back to blog.. haha.. but my com is down:(.. so everything will ned sometime to reply ba.. wooo... alot thing happen for pass few month whn not blogging?. thing change.. ppl change.. world change... alot thing change.. haha... but i nvr change.. lol.. lame...

hao le.. just a short post to let pppl know i back.. so ya.. bye.. cya ppl soon...

:)


clown**