now is 11.30am.. haha.. going office in 30 min time.. today think no much think to do ba.. planned today not to fix any appt for today.. let relax for a day.. haha.. later on going comapny de year end party.. wahaha.. so happy!!! haha.. we book de whole cine de cinema lounge sia!! haha.. thn 12.30 after countdown.. we got free movie.. wahaha.. thn whn i back i update again ba..

cya ppl..


and HAPPI NEW YEAR!!!!

my wish for this year!! still same.. I wan see baby zhen back.. all my friend tae care.. gans,, sister brother.. all take care.. and wish on my birthday get a dog!!!

UPDATES!!!


ytd was so fun at de party.. haha.. nvr so peace having a countdown.. but sad thing happen too.. alot ppl say thing tellin me thing.. wat should i do??

let me show u my dressing on ytd.. is hiphop themes lor..

so sian.. i dun like de.. but still have fun.. ton wif shako and co. long time le sia.. nvr ton wif him.. was so shock he in same company as me.. haha.. wansuey wansuey ar.. lol.. lame.. a good bro who we go throguh fight and up and down too.. haha..

tat all for de updates...

HAPPI NEW YEAR PPL>> AND MY LOVE ONES!!!

this is a meaninful akon song.. so nice.. let me remind of smth.. hais...

enjoy de song ppl... there lyrics below also.. enjoy.. baby.. if u seeing it.. u will know wat i thinkin... hais..

Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon


Verse 1]
Its been so long (long, long)
That I havent seen your face
Im tryin be stong (strong)
But the strenghth I have is washing away (way)
It wont be long (long)
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, sqeeze you
Tell you whats been on my mind

[Chorus]
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)

[Verse 2]
Girl I know (know, know)
Mistakes were made between us two
And we show (show)
Ourselves that night, even said some things werent true.
Why'd you go? (go)
I havent seen my girl since then (then)
Why cant it be that way it was?
Cause you were my homie, lover, and friend

[Chorus]
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)

[Verse 3]
I cant lie (I miss you much)
Watching everyday that goes by (I miss you much)
Until I get you back im gonna try (yes, I miss you much)
Cuase you are the apple of my eye (girl, I miss you much, I miss you much)
I cant lie (I miss you much)
Watching everyday that goes by (I miss you much)
Until I get you back im gonna try (yes, I miss you much)
Cause you are the apple of my eye (girl, I miss you much, I miss you much)

[Chorus]
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na)

[Verse 4]
I want you to fly with me (want you to fly)
I miss how you lie with me (miss how you lie)
Just wish you could dine with me (wish you could dine with me)
The one that'll grind with me (said, that that'll grind with me)
I want you to fly with me (want you to fly)
I miss how you lie with me (Oh, miss how you lie)
Just wish you could dine with me (wish you could dine)
The one that'll grind with me (Oh, one that'll grind)
Yeah!

[Chorus]
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
(make up) (Ohh)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na) (live up, babyy)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
I wanna make up right now (na na)
Wish we never broke up right now (na na)
We need to live up right now (na na) (make up)

HOHOHO!! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! CLOWN IS COMING TO TOWN!! HOHOHO!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

btw.. ppl been askin me.. y i wear till so handsome.. handsome meh?? i wear till like tat is cos i in office work now.. lol.. so dun ask again liao!!.. i in office job that y.. haha

my office wear



我们还能不能再见面
我在佛前苦苦求了几千年
愿意用几世换我们一世情缘
希望可以感动上天
我们还能不能能不能再见面
我在佛前苦苦求了几千年
当我在踏过这条奈何桥之前
让我再吻一吻你的脸
闭上眼,看见天堂
那是藏着你笑的地方
我躲开无数个猎人的枪
赶走坟墓爬出的忧伤
为了你 我变成狼人模样
为了你 染上了疯狂
为了你 穿上厚厚的伪装
为了你 换了心肠
我在佛前苦苦求了几千年
当我在踏过这条奈何桥之前
让我再吻一吻你的脸

just reach home not long ago.. been busy past few days.. cos just get into a work of a company.. thx to yenqing bring me in.. today training.. twr will have a 2nd day trainin thn can offically start work le.. yeah!! must wear tie, long sleeve black pants and shoes.. sian.. haha.. but not bad ar.. i can work in a company.. wahaha.. hope i can work there long...


today is christmas eve... pass 12am le... twr will have my company going movie tgt.. song ar.. haha.. and let go to main point ba.. first let me reply de tagged here.. thx to passerby marisa for understandin and feel touch for wat i had post.. but hope she feel wat u feel also...

2nd this is baby urs de.. yes true.. after u left taiwan i still do lj things.. but i still regret.. end i still waiting for u.. end i still loving u.. for de pass yes maybe is hard for u to accept.. but baby.. i sincerly sorry.. u also have ur own life there. like wat u told me u had bf thr.. more u do smth tat u asked not to.. u should know wat i talkin abt.. yes true. i maybe sad and disappoint in wat u done. but is wat i done first.. i just treat it as a BAOYIN to me ba.. but still u my lovely baby i ever had.. althought not tgt.. although keep expectin to be back wif u but just cant.. not cos of me.. ans lay on u. baby.. like wat i agree u can cont ur life.. find bf there..i dun mind.. but can dun do de thing tat i dun expect u to do? exp take drugs.. i dunno wat change u so much.. but i believe baby will change back.. afterall u still de gal i love so much.. my lovely baby.. a gal i willing to wait in the end.. a gal i waited so many months.. baby wo ai ni!! and happy merry christmas eve.. muachs.. hope u enjoy de christmas at taiwan ba.. muacks..

and baby.. just wanna say...I did what i could. Seeing you happy with your boyfriend, i can't stop but drop my tears. No matter how i tell you how i feel. Words maybe not going to change your mind of how you feel towards me.I wish you would stand by my side again and change time back to the day when i knew u on the this year march?.we started 23 march and break and patch back 12june.and The day u felt i was talking rubbish with you doing a stupid smile to u. playin my dota and u seeing and just sitting beside me. till de day we realli break tat is whn u in taiwan.but still Till the day i asked you if you u wanna patch again. but A straight " no i dun wan " . How it feels when you told me that. All i can say is i never stopped loving you . Won't ever forget how warm u felt , how good smelling your hair was and hugging u disturbin u and sleepin wif u. Everything about you that made me wish that i could just turn back time and pause there.all i wish now I will watch over you till the day i leave this world. All i want is to see elise baby again again again tat u baby. i dun mind shorten my life. but just wan see u. i be very happi.. baby wo ai ni!! i will nvr forget de day and de date we tgt.. muacks


merry christmas eve to everyone.. bye..

clown='(

Okay, surprise huh? Cos you complained that you cant click back the entries after you click elsewhere. So, I'm done with you new skin. Simple one, hope you like it yawh! I miss dota-ing with you. *sigh*

120608


stupid mei post stupid thing nth better to do... but thx anw.. wahahaha..

ok to main point.. christmas is coming.. how i hope santa can bring u back..*thinkin too much*
but miracle will come.. haha.. let me tell u reader.. this de gal i been keepin talkin abt.. she de sweetest gal plus ex i ever had.. those day wat she had done for me i all still rmb.. de date we realli back tgt.. which is 120608.. all in de pic..*sry for de small pic* she left me a unforgetable mermories till now still cant forget.. before she left to taiwan.. she left alot thing wif me.. all those memories i mean. whn startin she go i was so miserable.. damn upset dunno wat to do.. but too bad is wat i had done and cause it and is de endin.. now onli can keep hopin she come back soon soon. even for few days i also happi.. i dunno y.. once see her.. i just will have some very hard to explain de feelin.. even if i unhappi she appear infront of me i will jsut be happi and smile..she realli a very nice gal. sweet and thoughtful too.. but i found out too late.. time cant be change.. onli can look forward for de future.. had been 6month she left from sg to taiwan.. but i still cant forget wat she had done.. i still rmb.. her mum say this before.. whn she in taiwan for long all her sg friend will forget her le.. haha.. i proven her mum wrong.. till now.. we sometime sometime onli still got chat.. still rmb de last call whn she called me.. tat was 1 or 2 weeks back?? i cry justt at de phone.. is happi she call till cry.. and sad till tat i let her go so easily to taiwan and i cry.. dunno y. my tears just burst out of a sudden.. my brother sis gina all tio scare.. thought wat happen. still rmb i was at west coast.. was doing some some gathering for binbin aka skull before he go ns.. i was just too happi la.. can hear her voice. her voice still de same.. de sweet sweet one.. and sweet till i tio cancer. wahaha. realli this de gal i cant forget in my whole life.. serious whole life. she de best gal i ever had.. we cant predict de future. but i am sure even i older marry and have family wif other gal.. i still rmb her.. a gal who can let me cry jsut like tat wifout any reason. a gal tat i had cry so much for.. babyahzhen.. if u lookin at this u might thinkin alot thing. y wan show and say this and tat.. let me tell u.. cos i wan those ppl who know me to know tat u this gal is de one who can make me cry and i had cry so much for.. baby. maybe u say few years or months u be back.. u scare i forget abt u. dun worry.. i will not. damn not! cos u are forever in my mind tat u de best gal i had before.. all my ex all also not this good thn u sia.. haha.. win liao u.. haha.. okay la.. let end here.. just to show u all who she.. she my baby elise wahahaha.. i still waiting for u be back hor.. appear infront my hse hor.. wahaha


caos bye!

take care

clown=D

雨夜的浪漫 Yu Ye De Lang Man - 张学友 Jacky Cheung

雨夜的浪漫

留恋雨夜幕雨中一角
延续我要送你归家的路
夜静的街中歌声中
是一个个热吻
谁令到我心加速跳动

甜丝丝溢自你的嘴角
忘掉了以往痛苦的失落
浪漫呼吸中漆黑中
就只有你共我
从没有这刻的冲动

fantasy 喜悦眼泪
你热力似火
fantasy 享受现在
这滴下雨水
多么多么需要你
长夜里不可分开痴痴醉
跳进伞里看
夜雨洒下去

Wondering what Clown busying with?
Haha, let me this Anna meinu tell you bah.
I also dunno, but at night, he'll play dota with me :D
Aiya, he so good loh. Keep winning to me.
Poor thing, the last game, we all lost to AIs,
BUT he got first in Sentinel's team,
which mean, he really much better than me.
Aiyooooo~ Updated(:

AnnaCine was here to update for ClownCine;

Bro and Sis forever!

been days nvr sleep well.. these few days was chiongin maple.. i back to maple again.. new acc sian.. was like poor shit.. hais.. was thinkin alot things too.. and found out some of ppl talkin behide me.. nvm lor.. tat wat u ppl wan i cant stop u.. dun forget i know is u who talkin abt me.. haha.. u think no one tell me.. pls among u all there ppl tell me.. wait till de day come.. u will get it from me.. i relax first.. cos i no time entertain u this loser who dun dare say infront of me..

talk abt thinkin alot.. realli think alot.. maybe yes been 6month past. everything seem still normal.. but just cant find de right feeling whn those days u just wif me..time fly fast day by day go.. a blink of eyes 6months past.. whn will be de day u back?? how long can i hold on to wait to see de day u appear back?? i realli dunno.. christmas coming.. i hope de present is de bigbig one. which is u come back.. but i guess i thinkin too much ba.. BUT everything have miracle.. yup.. hais.. christmas dunno how to spend de time.. hang around wif gina and friend brother all ba.. after christmas new year coming. and soon will be my birthday.. will i recieve my present from u?? and U ALL MUST GIVE ALSO AR!! my BIRthday ar 27 FEB!!. and some of u promise me my present is puppy ar.. haha.. i will look for u all first de.. haha..

hao le la.. if this carry on i going crazy.. let stop here.... bye peepos..


clown:D


在一起叫 梦 分开了叫 痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后 果 我能承受
这最后的出口 在爱过了才有
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我有想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了

SHEBANGS WAITress... Lydia.. she just my friend ar.. not my gf.. so dun think worng.. hahaha




now wanna say.. happi birthday to my dearest jiejie who dote and help me alot.. adeline jiejie.. few days ago was celebrating her birthday.. but cant get takin photos wif her.. cos she is die drunk once again.. *opps* haha.. going upload few photos... have a look ba.. wif my jie all de photos..

HAPPI SWEET 18 BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE JIEJIE!!


18 years old le wor jie.. stay pretty and cute always.. hope u had enjoy urself.. althought no present for u.. but i brought surprise for u.. haha.. paikia uncle came down.. tat wat u wan ba.. see u so happi.. i feel happi for u.. let drink again next time jiejies!!!

jaslin jiejie

yingying superwoman jiejie*



so happi to see all my jies again.. and see lydia still working at tat pub.. haha.. not bad ar.. lydia u still rmb me.. haha.. and sorta like gathering?? ahsoon also over thr.. superman who is yingyingjie husband also thr.. wooo.. so long nvr see all of u.. so happi to see u all again...

haha.hao le.. LET FIND SOME OTHER DAYS to drink again!! enjoy drinkin wif u all.. haha..


takecare..

bye..

clown..

dfinally finally back to batok.. days getting stressful.. very stressful.. arggg.. my closer bro went in ns le.. take care ar.. hais.. so stress after hearding ur voice and talk to uu.. yes i very happi.. but sad and stress too.. was thinkin of whn can see u?? i also dunno.. now seldom talk to u.. back to square again.. hais...

just back from councelling*sry dunno how to spell*

stupid lor.. make me wan slp.. wahahahaha..

hais.. bye

Lets have some happy post alright.
Clown very busy uh. So dint update
Let me, this Anna pretty-clever-cute-smart meimei update for him.
Tagboard's very dead, so people do tag alright!
I dunno he busy with what laa, dont ask me.
Why I still kaypoh want post? Cos I wanna show smth.
Clown very de mushy de. He so bhb.

★ AnnaCine- says:
oi kanina
[a=1][c=38]*CloWn saY"(
(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o BRO 8 more days u going NS..
we will miss u[/c=1][/a=9] says:
wat cb?
★ AnnaCine- says:
hahaa
★ AnnaCine- says:
ily <3
[a=1][c=38]*CloWn saY"(
(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o BRO 8 more days u going NS..
we will miss u[/c=1][/a=9] says:
bodoh la
[a=1][c=38]*CloWn saY"(
(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o BRO 8 more days u going NS..
we will miss u[/c=1][/a=9] says:
love u too
★ AnnaCine- says:
later i post this mushy conver in my blog

GOING TO BE VERYVERY SELDOM UPDATE LE.. SORRY READERS!!

WILL BE BACK SOON.. THINGS GEETING STRESS UP NOWADAYS.. SO YA.. SORRY READERS..

BYEBYE!!

hao tired hao tired le.. i wish back to de past sia.. hais.. wif all de thing i have now.. and back to de past so good.. hais..

haotired hao tired.. anyone can help me?? stress!!!

those above are de scar i tio whn kanna wreck.. it look grose.. but dun worry i am alright.. dun worry for me.. just had swollen and pain.. but going heal after few weeks ba.. dun worry liao k peepo? ppl keep callin me after seeing my blog.. my jiejie adeline.. wenyan etc... haha so funny la.. dun worry liao i alright.. i still haven die.. haha..


today 25nov someone birthday and de present is wif me.. so sad.. hahaha.. but whn u back i will give u... and de person is elise.. u all guess right?? haha.. just wanna wif her a happi birthday and wish u have a nice and peace days over thr no more worries and fights.. must takecare urself.. grow up le.. must be more mature le ar.. ok happi birthday!!! loves***

ytd damn suey.. let say abt ytd.. ytd drink wif boss total 18 bottle plus my 5 bottle.. ccb 5 ppl drink onli.. wah..wan die sia... thn after drink ..hehe smth happen.. thn whn reach home fight wif my mum and father... thn tio 1v1 wif father.. ccb... ehng i win sia.. arbo xiasuey knn.. but my hand injured 2 bigbig scare.. ccb... gonna upload de photo soon... so u all can see my injury... thn nvm.. police come.. we all ran till like wat thn xiaohei all need takecare of me.. cos i bit drank.. thn we all go diff way.. thn left me alone cos i ask thm to do so.. thn whn walkin to 7-11 meet thm.. ccb behide 1 big group malay ppl chase me.. tio punch by few punch but give thm back abit,.. and i run ccb.. too many ppl.. buey tahan.. thn i call ppl.. like wan thm die sia.. dunn how many ppl sia.. but we go chk it out first..but they not there le.. so ask my ppl dun come down liao.. thn hand bandage now.. hais,... ccb first time tio chase in gombak knn.. dun let me find thm,.. ccb..

gonna mia in gombak awhile.. cos tio chase out.. so peepos call or msg me if wan find me.. and will seldom update my blog le..

AND LATEST NEWS>> DE HUMJI ARMANI DUN DARE COME DOWN TMR!! haha,... so ppl who know abt tmr my thing.. dun worry liao.. no piang liao.. no fight.. so dun cry liao my nuer... and my gan and friends dun worry liao... heex smile:)

now nth going to let me think so much.. preparing fro de worse for tmr... if anything happen just hope u ppls who know me come my songka ba.. if i go update twr or wat mean nth happen le.. if no post.. prepare songka for me.. twr going have a big fight.. we 5 li tao going piang wif other li tao.. a biggest piang i ever since... so ya.. long time nvr piang le.. last is 2 years ago.. tmr?/ going be again a new one.. hope can servive it through.. ppls just pray hard for me nth happen k?? now not going to thing wat.. just going concenrate twr piang.. tat all.. and my songka must be bigbig ar.. haha... cya peepos!!!

MIAINg NOT SSTAYIN AT GOMBAK FOR TIME BEING.. anything msg or call me.. i be running around.. tio chase out..

clown.. leaving??

rmb all these photos we took?? this for u our mermories bro.. dun cry ar...

after tat post just now..now gonna say wat going be de plan.. for xhei and me and de rest who i been long takin care of and stayin beside me.. we maybe going westcoast park.. arbo.. old place gombak.. xhei leaving to indon.. how sad can?? he everytime be de firsst one to be there whn i got taiji in tiong baru or redhill.. but he going gone on 30 dec.. cant bear to see him go.. hais.. he leaving remind me of baby u.. u told me u leaving but i just dun give a damn.. till de day u leave hais.. now deiff le.. who leaving me is going to be a great punish for me.. i must see thm have nice time wif thm before leaving.. so wat i had plan for myself i goning be crazy.. guess those who know de plan know wat i going to le.. hais.. been stress up these few days.. den xhei leaving.. but i dun blame him.. but i blame him tat making me going miss him.. after 30dec whn going to be de day we sit down in group talk and have fun?? hais... woo.. argg.. talk abt u ar xhei.. i going cry le la.. idiot.. just hope after u left no matter wat takecare urself there.. always rmb u have me this brother who 4ever rmb u!!.. and 1 more u ask me take care de person i will take care no worries.. and not onli her.. is all of thm.. i promise.. who going touch thm touch me first.. till de day i die as long as i still alive i not going let anything happen.. just hope bro.. from twr till 30 dec.. we can meet up often and keep those memories wif us.. bro.. imy and love u.. u must be happi k.. u are love and miss by me.. haha..hais

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you



omg! JUST ANOTHER SONG that brings memories back but its one of the best!!!!

DONT MAKE me cry here..without you...my love...
I remember when i know this song and you didn't know any songs with me....
its sad how you can't understand, made me feel so down and ssaDd...
here with out you and no one understanding it...

Wish I could have someone to understand me, just like how i see myself...
where i am into...

hais.. just hope everything back to fine soon.. hais.. how i wish all this happen u are beside me.. least there no so much misunderstandin.. hais.. but now also say no use.. onli can wait.. also duno whn u are back.. hais...

hao le.. till now i still haven slepp.. have some chat wif friends ton.. and now i decide.. to remove any gals from friendster.. accept thos mei i extra feature and feature.. to stop all this fights.. and to anna mei.. kor pormise u i do liao.. i remove all.. and just let it like tat ba.. and i just nvr disown.. they still my gans.. but i nvr feature.. tat all.. just cos of u all de elise da sao..

to elise.. wat u had say.. yes true still hurts me.. but wat can i do?? i cant stop wat u going say or thing.. but onli to show lor.. tat all.. so ya.. hope u see le.. u dun angry le.. so ya.. smile:) hope i still can be like last time piece them but for wat u had hurt... :)

rmb wat u say in 1 of ur post? u say this "When it falls apart,u always managed to piece them together again." but now?? wat i do is like diff i cant piece thm back.. hais.. y hais..

hais.. y y.. from all ppl y y must it be u.. y must it be u who dun believe me.. someone tat stay in my heart tat is so impt to me.. hais.. i cant do anything ba.. unless u in sg thn i can prove.. but i onli prove u behide de screen i know is not enough.. hais... wat can i do??


start anew and back to zero.. hais.. y la.. y.. hais.. y so unfair to me?? hais.. thing getting up stress for me.. not onli baby ur thing.. i ownself helpin someone to settle thing.. but no choice.. is my here ppl de gina.. i needa help.. hais..




"秋天不回来"mp3

打印预览
初秋的天,冰冷的夜
回忆慢慢袭来
真心的爱就像落叶
为何却要分开

灰色的天独自彷徨
城市的老地方
真的孤单走过忧伤
心碎还要逞强

想为你披件外衣
天凉要爱惜自己
没有人比我更疼你
告诉你在每个
想你的夜里
我哭的好无力

就让秋风带走我的思念
带走我的泪
我还一直静静守候在
相约的地点

求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边

i dunno ur blog isit talkin abt me or wat... so wat i love u?? so wat if i call other ppl baby?? who give up first?? u call other ppl baby first.. did i say anything.. i din say anything.. and i call who baby?? if ur blog is sayin abt me.. this i askin u.. and u ownself say.. i can find my own gf first carry on wif life.. and i know even if i find a new gal.. first to face is gonna be u.. u ownself there got bf ma.. like wat u had say.. 1 day u nvr come back sg 1 day we very hard to be tgt de... and i nvr give u fake hope or anything.. i am just waiting for u back to sg thn talk things out... so u dun have to give up or wat.. u say.. few years.. ya.. after few years whn u back we still can talk things out.. and hope things turn out better and well.. but if ur blog not talkin abt me.. thn dun have to care abt this... even meimei also ask u... hais... and i know i own u alot alot.. i dunno how am i going return.. but hope u back sg i can.. but can i?? i dunno.. is not up to me onli.. is up to u baby...

nth much ytd so nvr post.. saw baby blog.. thn alot thing happen after seeing her blog.. cos of baby i drop tears again... y arh?? dunno lei... thn rachel and linda come ton over at my hse.. wif me and weiming.. morning thn sleep.. thn now they just went home... stress la!!!.. hais...

yeahyeah.. tat me!! haha.. my tail!! aand my front view.. now going grow my front.. no much time.. ns is chasing me.. and i running awayy from it.. wahahahaha... nice rite?? commets!!!

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

techno life!!! shake ar shake!! haha.. but dun worry.. i dun shake.. haha... techno life so fun.. i espically like this chicese version de.. start not a bit nice..

u all listen till behide it nice..

cya..

yawn! tired.. but cant sleep so start blogging.. just finish some problem and is not my taiji..
bro wif bro. thn next sat. at bukit batok here. there be a 1v1 match weiming and jeff.
weiming weiming. he represent my side.. thn i think i no choice le. i got to come out to help le.
next week onwords gonna be hard for him liao. under my trainin. least will improve ba.
just hope next week everything goes well.. no matter wat gonna train u come.. gnna give u half of wat i had learn le. so learn hard ba boy..


and G.baobei finally realise she misunderstood me le.. heng ar.. if not jialat sia.. but good lor least she still know i din change.. so happi abt tat.. just hope she still happpi and smile always and always clown de cheerful g.baobei.


hao le la.. tired of typing also.. just hope everything go smooth lor for now.. and sat gonna be a good fight for my boy weiming.. must train up well.. under my trainin sure get better.. haha.. ok le..and i am fine and cheerful de always clown.. so ppl can stop worry liao ar.. and stop say i emo la.. ay espically my stupid meimei anna.. nak kena sepak sia.. haha...


takecare..


bye..

clown :hehe

misunderstandin siol!!!

hmm.. 6.am le.. u all wondering y i din sleep rite??

cause y.. my g.baobei think i become a hongster le??!! wth!!
just found out this whn she told me.... but bei.. i promise u ma
i will not hong de ma.. u know ur clown here nvr bluff u before de ma..rite??
bei.. wat i promise u is a promise.. i u know i been long long long fuckin long.. nvr play hongster le..
for wat fuck reason i go back hongster for wat rite?? and i din change.. i still ur old same clown baobei.. sorry g.baobei.. if i had make u angry or smth.. but hope u know is just a misunderstand k??hais...

BORING!!! HONGSTER GO AND DIE!! WAHAHAHHAHA!! BROING!! TIRED>>

G.BAOBEI FORGIVE Me!!!!!!

sad siol.. wholeday hp cant msg.. cant call cant do anything.. and she not online.. eeeeeee.. sian..

someone get me a top up card??!! i wan top up my card.. hurhur.. :'( sian... arggg...

GAN KONGKAKIAO RAYNA!! AND BROTHER WENHUI!! CONGRATS!!!

haha.. saw kongkakiao de blog.. found out she has little one in de stomach le.. and she told me is 3months old le.. woooo.. CONGRATS gal.. and COngrats TO WENHUI.. going to be father and mother soon ar... so happi for u all.. see u 2 work out de r/s so well.. haha.. good good...

RMB WHN DE little wenhui come to this world.. i must become de god father!!! haha.. k?? kongkakiao.. ok?? haha.. and msg for kongkakiao.. eat more fruit and dun eat too much oily food alright?? fruit contains alot of vitamin.. and take more tonic.. good for u and de baby.. so little one can become as strong as de father.. haha..

and last.. CONGRATS 2 my kongkakiao.. and wenhui!!! CONGRATS!!

today so happi.. wan know y?? wan know rite?/ but i dun wan tell u haha... xia lan hor?? haha.. cos de old clown is back tat y.. haha.. so happi today laugh joke alot sia.. thx u all make my day.. thx u...
found out tat thr alot of happi thing happening.. hmm.. alot sia.. haha.. so happpi.. and found tat happi is so nice.. hahaha...


is this life good or bad?? am i climbing up or still going down?? hmm dunno..




get on wif life ppl!! clown is back!!! woohooo!!!!

THE OLD CLOWN IS BACK IN ACTION!!!



thx ar.. for ppl so happi for me.. thx alot.. and i spend today 1whole nite like a korkor likr tat talking to my binggan.. she ar.. nvm dunwwan say so much.. and last but not least.. my nuer.. thx u ar happi that daddy is back.. dun worry le.. i ok.. and tryin to back.. haha..

wan know more y i so happi??

go see this 2 gal blog..my gans

Jerelyn ♥

XiaoHui BingGan ♥

LET CARRY ON WIF LIFE!! LIFE GOT TO BE CARRY ON!!


LET ENJOY MY LIFE AND ENJOY WAT I HAVE NOW AND AHEAD...


CLOWN IS BACK IN ACTION!!!! CLOWN I BACK!!! SMILE PPL!!! :)



btw got new gan.. is BINGGAN!! haha.. so nice.. wahahaha.. GAN BINGGAN!!

4more days.. to 5 months.. hais.. also not tgt.. cheh... if tgt how good hor?? hais.. nvm.. missing u alot alot alot.. hais.. 5days nvr work le.. y lei?? dunno.. guess lose this job le ba.. thing i planned all gone i think.. hais.. no job= mean no chalet no gathering nth sia.. hais.. stress.. wakeup clown go work!! HAis.. lol..

baby.. hope u are well doiin there well as i know u alot thing happen there thing needa time to settle.. slowly ba.. dun push urself too much hor.. dun stress ar... and if u realli thr got bf le.. good luck ba.. hais.. as long as u back to sg u come see me i happi sia.. hais.. baby...


for wat my previous post scolding ppl.. dun worry yea.. not scolding u all.. scoldin myself.. and mei u know kor pattern.. if i wan scold u.. i will scold u straight away dun need at here.. tat post onli for some idiot wan lie to me.. wan bluff.. i dun care.. is ok wan.. dun wan listen to me also nvm.. cos is none of my problem.. help ppl wat i get.. cheh.. get lie and bluff.. i dun need wat u have for him.. i wan be original.. thx. i dun wan copy ppl.. thx...

i hate faker.. i hate ppl who lie who bluff!! KNN!! HOW LONG U STILL WAN TO LIE??!! KNN.. LIE FOR WAT.. CCB!!THX AR.. Listen upp la.. wat i say u ALL also will not listen de.. wat for i say more.. wat u all wan do go ahead.. not my taiji anymore.. wan smoke or drink up to u.. worse wan take gum or drug.. go ahead.. not my problem.. cause u all also dun listen de.. anything happen it the end dun find me for help.. i no time for this le.. i help also for wat i was thinkin.. also no one listen no one care.. whn need help who thr?? ala.. forget it nvm..

currently going on wif a major big big up and down now.. a major stupid bad mood i having now.. hais.. u all cannot tahan it.. leave lor.. i dun mind.. cos also 1by1 ppl is leaving.. u all leave also no much diff.. wtf..



and for baby.. if realli u tgt wif tat guy le.. hope he take care of u well ba.. hais.. no matter wat just rmb.. tat a guy in sing waiting for u and loving u so much...

hais.. i lost my baby again.. she going to belong to other guy in 48hour time.. hais..

wat i done wrong cant be forgiven again meh?? i see ur blog.. thouht i got u back le.. but is just for few moment ba.. u going some else de in 48 hours time. cry again.. tears again.. no use also.. wat i now can do.. i also dunno.. someone give me a helpin hand pls.. hais..

wat had i done wrong? been waiting so long it cant heal mah? for wat i done wrong cant forgive ma??y? i just one u whole be mine.. is it so hard? hais.. y like tat la.. hais...

SIANSIANSIANSIAN!!

din report to work 3days le.. is care sia.. how.. if lose de job.. hais.. if lose de job tat it for me.. wat i planned in de dec all gone le.. and my baby present die.. siao liao....

ahh.. pray twr go work they scold onli.. nvm.. dun sack me sia.. if not.. wahh.. die..


scare sia... arggg...

i so happi i got baby back.. but still we haven patch.. going to ask her soon.. no matter wat.. i will patch wif u de baby... and u say wat ur god dad had say.. i tell u if u in sg.. i sure be de first one.. heex.. before 20 marry? for u can la.. no problem one.. haha.. i sure if u back to sg.. i first marry u de.. hehe.. yes ar.. the goals last time had make is coming back soon.. hehe.. tat marry u.. woohooo.. baby no matter wat u doin thr u still my baby.. i dun scold.. but angry.. angry but still love u very much.. promise u..i will for u.. wait till u back.. and no onli i waiting wor.. wif meimei.. and my gina all.. i will.. but first.. baby.. but i not askin u here.. haha.. but i wan PATCH WIF U!!! haha..

i finally.. my laughter back.. de normally clown is slowly coming back.. no more sad face no more tears.. no more cryin or cryin.. cos baby is back in action.. wahahahaha

god ask..

mr chong are u willing to marry mrs lin and to takecare of mrs lin for ur rest of ur life no matter wat happen happi or sad go through wif her?

i say yes i do..*wahahaha*

god ask..

mrs lin are u willing to marry mr chong and to take care of mr chong for ur rest of ur life no matter wat happe happi or sad go through wif him?

baby wat going to be ur ans?? hehe...


baby.. wo ai ni.. hao ai ni.. hao xiang ni miss u lots.. no matter wat.. u are de one in my heart... muacks!

hehe.. just wanna say to my baby.. sry.. if i like throw u aside whn playin dota.. thn nvr pei u make u feel sleepy.. but i swear i swear. whn u back no such things going to be happen again.. we are still possible.. cos u got so good de baby here waiting for u come back.. is ok if u din bring me go see him.. but if he in singapore u can ask him see me or let me know whr to see him.. just give him my contact number.. is ok u leave me u scold me or leaving me.. cos this also a test for me how long i can hang on and wait. and prove to u we still possible.. hope no more 3rd party or any one or ppl come in between us again whn we get back together.. i pray hard for this.. pls dun disturb anymore le..thx

whoeer is my baby de god dad.. thx so much.. maybe i dunno u.. but still i wanna thx u.. make her realise how much i love her... i dunno wat u had say to her to make her realise all this but thx anw.. ur daughter in sing will be under my care no matter wat.. die for her i also willing to.. she a gal i ever love so much. i swear..

thx to those brother and sister all along encourage me.. tellin me thing.. making me hold on and wait.. and yes u all say is true.. she be back if i still waiting.. and she will realise 1 day how much i love her.. bro thx u all thx u.. without u all this stupid clown also cant go far.. thx guys and girls!!

my laughter is back.. but still not much cos baby u still not back.. but still i dun have to put a fake smile again!! yeah...

baby just wanna say.. wo ai ni!! i love u!!!

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together


If I should call you up, invest a dime
(call you up)
And you say you belong to me and you are mine
(belong to me)
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
(world could be)
So happy together

Chorus:

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
(me and you)
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
(toss the dice)
The only one for me is you, and you for me
(had to be)
So happy together

[chorus]

Me and you and you and me
(me and you)
No matter how they toss the dice, it's hard to see
(toss the dice)
The only one for me is you, and you for me
(had to be)
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ...

Me and you and you and me
(me and you)
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
(toss the dice)
The only one for me is you, and you for me
(had to be)
So happy together

So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather

just came back from chalet not long ago.. so tired sia.. haha

singapore realli small.. over there still can see ppl i know.. my junior.. my brothers all.. so funny.. haha.. alot of things we do.. haha.. very tired sia me.. who can help me massage!!!!
arhhhhh!!! back pain pain...!!!!



baby zhen say go shuan ming?? hmm.. wondering wat they say abt it?? waiting for baby to tell me.. haha

ahhh!!! just saw baby zhen de blog.. finally finally!! my love and timing i wasted prove and show some good sign!!! yeah!!!! baby!! yes.. i will wait.. i will wait!!! all ur massage i saw in ur blog le.. it push me up and make me wanna keep waiting.. baby!! no worries.. i wait till u back.. see me playing my lj dota!! wahahahaha.. and baby.. is ok.. temper wan throw just throw at me.. anything u not happi u can throw temper aat me.. scold me also can.. if realli i did smth wrong my dear gal!!! wo ai ni la!!! ahh!!! just feel like straight go fly thr see u sia!!! ahH!!!

thx for god blessing me all de while.. and thx for leadin me de way.. and show me de result of waiting yeah!! god u rulez!! and thx to ppl who been supporting me help me leading me a helpin hand.. keep me going waiting for her.. is showin good sign!! i so happi!!! yeahh woohooo!!!

hais.. am i wating my time or are we wating both our time?

y am i so hurt? y my hearts feel a bit painpain de.. is feeling? or am i just missing u?? or am i just cant wait to seeing u?? or de days gettin near?? wat am i thinkin now?? thinkin of wat u had say.. thinkin thr someone keep getting between us.. are we not faith to be tgt?? y are we feel so stranger towardss each other?? is not like this before.. y things getting out this way?? hais..


am i realli tat bad or wat?? or am i realli look so fierce orjust we not tgt tat y like tat?? hais.. 25nov away is near.. wat should i do?? hais... thought today a big sweat i let go and exercise so much can relax myself.. but i wrong... smokin thn can make me numb.. hais... NS day for me are near too.. if whn i went in NS and is de day u back how??

binbin aka skull my best bro ever told me this.. clown wait for me come out.. after my ns i spon u go no worries.. i go wif u go find her.. u just wait... i was like.. hais.. if realli such thing tat sky can drop money how good sia.. hais..


wat u say realli hurt me.. realli i feel pain sia... but dun think u know ba.. hais...



I HATE HONGSTER!!HONGSTER LIFE SPOILT THINGS!!!

so quite happi today.. whaahhaa.. blogging at my work place here now..

brought jay chou new album thn twr going watch de coffin wif stupid gan saikang and some bro.. but twr needa go modeling interview.. haha.. wish me good luck ar guys.. wahahaha.. ytd de model angency call me.. haha.. ask me twr go down.. wahahahaha.. good luck to me...

later after work going excersie wif my work boss.. haha.. going exercise again!! yeah!!

twr going to meet my naughty gan nuer.. hope twr can see her..ytd chat wif her on phone till both of us slp.. thn our phone still tgt for like 4 hours pls.. wahaahahahah... bomb me de must meet me ar..haha..cya twr nuer...

alot of thing happen ytd.. so suey... first in de morning.. my 5bucks lost.. dunno which cb take.. thn later my right side de contact len lost.. wtf!! thn nvm.. even i wan take train.. ezlink also wan bully me.. let me make it short.. top up 5 buck inside.. thn wan go tap. thn it say not enough money i was like wtf.. thn need to wait for tat guy chk and top up other 5 buck in.. maybe de machine spoilt.. thn nvm.. reach jurong east by train.. wan change train.. thn reach thr 2 train not for bording.. need wait for 3rd train.. ccb.. heng nvr late for my work.. knn.. suey day for me!!


thn stupid my gan.. wenyan msg say tat she smoke.. i was like wtf?? angry sia.. cos of him onli?? stress?? smoke?? wtf?? everytime tell me can takecare urself.. but go pick up smoking.. last time i smoke still keep scold and stop me.. now go pick up smoking.. naughty liao ar?? whr itchy liao?? wan tio wreck ar?? long time nvr wreck liao rite?? was angry whn i tarted to know this.. thn but later on not tat angry le.. also dun bear to scold la.. my gan sia.. thn just talk to her.. wanna scold but cant put myself to scold.. lucky la u wenyan.. got this me so good de gan,.. must be guai ar.. anything just msg or call me la.. ay..


thn hais.. at nite.. smth happen again.. hais..

actually this should post long time ago.. but lazy.. now thn post ba..
1st 2 pic is my gan mei a mei who nvr fail to make me scold her and make me smile.. she just like my real meimei.. i scold her just like no give chance de.. cos just dun wan her go bad.. wan her good.. she my good mei.. and ppl say we look alike.. do we?? u see de first 2 pic lor.. are we look alike?? give comment..


thx to this 2 ppl.. thx for making me laugh and smile.. maybe yes i admit my smile very fake... but i no choice.. i cant just in front 2 of u put a sad face.. thx for de time u all go whr i just follow.. but realli is fun.. and happi.. so long nvr smile and laugh le.. so long din take pic wif a smile le.. thx .. hais.. i so lucky to have u 2 as a friend and gans.. very lucky..