alot of thing happen ytd.. so suey... first in de morning.. my 5bucks lost.. dunno which cb take.. thn later my right side de contact len lost.. wtf!! thn nvm.. even i wan take train.. ezlink also wan bully me.. let me make it short.. top up 5 buck inside.. thn wan go tap. thn it say not enough money i was like wtf.. thn need to wait for tat guy chk and top up other 5 buck in.. maybe de machine spoilt.. thn nvm.. reach jurong east by train.. wan change train.. thn reach thr 2 train not for bording.. need wait for 3rd train.. ccb.. heng nvr late for my work.. knn.. suey day for me!!


thn stupid my gan.. wenyan msg say tat she smoke.. i was like wtf?? angry sia.. cos of him onli?? stress?? smoke?? wtf?? everytime tell me can takecare urself.. but go pick up smoking.. last time i smoke still keep scold and stop me.. now go pick up smoking.. naughty liao ar?? whr itchy liao?? wan tio wreck ar?? long time nvr wreck liao rite?? was angry whn i tarted to know this.. thn but later on not tat angry le.. also dun bear to scold la.. my gan sia.. thn just talk to her.. wanna scold but cant put myself to scold.. lucky la u wenyan.. got this me so good de gan,.. must be guai ar.. anything just msg or call me la.. ay..


thn hais.. at nite.. smth happen again.. hais..

actually this should post long time ago.. but lazy.. now thn post ba..
1st 2 pic is my gan mei a mei who nvr fail to make me scold her and make me smile.. she just like my real meimei.. i scold her just like no give chance de.. cos just dun wan her go bad.. wan her good.. she my good mei.. and ppl say we look alike.. do we?? u see de first 2 pic lor.. are we look alike?? give comment..


thx to this 2 ppl.. thx for making me laugh and smile.. maybe yes i admit my smile very fake... but i no choice.. i cant just in front 2 of u put a sad face.. thx for de time u all go whr i just follow.. but realli is fun.. and happi.. so long nvr smile and laugh le.. so long din take pic wif a smile le.. thx .. hais.. i so lucky to have u 2 as a friend and gans.. very lucky..

I M U!! I L Y!!!

baby elise!!








I hate you cause you make me confuse

I love you cause you make me realise what i want

I hate you for who you are yet

I love you for who you are.

I hate you cause you make me cry

I love you cause those tears were neccessary

I hate you for making me smile

Cause I know it'd only last for a while

I love you cause i know you love me more.

I'll remember.


everthing my fault k? hais.. i din hong lei.. but u saqy until like i am.. just wanna talk to u nicely isit so hard ma?? y evertime staring was chatting so nicely.. i realli so hope tat de time stop there sia.. no fight.. if not cont chat u sudden will angry wif me... wat i done today?? i did nth sia hais.. hais..



你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

i feeling damn fuckin sian now!!!

dunno wat to do.. stand also cannot sit also cannot.. whole body feel stress out.. damn sian!
i tired and restless... wat a bad day..

a msg to qian gan darling... pls.. dun be stupid.. dun feel urself extra.. u are not.. if u think tat u are extra i angry liao.. to me.. u not extra.. all friend gan everyone is equal.. no one is extra or wat.. all i also care.. so stop thinkin tat.. if not i going angry... and ya.. 5months. u wahh.. so?? no use.. 5months she not around.. i onli counting i think.. hais.. who ask me.. dun wan treasure.. hais.. stupid me.. if start treasure maybe this will not happen le.. hais.. i just hoping a miracle will happen.. tat all.. and wish she there doing well.. dun mix around wif those bad ppl who lead her to bad way.. hais.. sry.. just now a bit throw temper at u.. i feeling no mood.. thn u talk abt her.. i more stress out.. sry qian gan darling... and u cheer up and be happi ar.. :)


hais.. ppl.. life is just unpredictable.. 1 second u are smile other second u can be sad.. 1second u are still happi we tat person other second alot things happen.. hais.. so sian.. hope some miracle is out to help me..


clown*:'(

今夜的风剥着分手的伤痕
流下的泪让吻都变的冰冷
你哭着说我们是有缘无份
何必那么傻别陷得那么深
昏暗的灯伴着梦彻夜的疼
破碎的心流着泪不停的问
是命运不肯为我的爱转身
让时间怀念分开的余..温

就算分开你也是我最爱的人
就算再爱也不会有那么认真
我知道今生我不会再爱别人
你是一辈子住在我心里的人


昏暗的灯伴着梦彻夜的疼
破碎的心流着泪不停的问
是命运不肯为我的爱转身
让时间怀念分开的余..温

就算分开你也是我最爱的人
就算再爱也不会有那么认真
我知道今生我不会再爱别人
你是一辈子住在我心里的人

就算分开你也是我最爱的人
就算再爱也不会有那么认真
我知道今生我不会再爱别人
你是一辈子住在我心里的人
你是一辈子住在我心里的人

如果不小心伤害了你
你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意
让你受委屈

既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃

baby so sorry
baby 别伤心
我依然爱着你想着你
别离去没有你的日子真的好空虚
baby 在一起
baby 别哭泣
我依然疼着你念着你
我的心永远属于你

原谅我这一次
我真的,好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你
ha...ha...
oh baby i knOw you still love me
come back my lover my lover

thx ar mei helping korkor.. i know i ur good korkor dun need show off here ma.. wahahhaaha.. u my good meimei too ya.. happi?? haha.. hmm wed?? i dunno.. i doubt so ba.. maybe take off maybe nvr.. cos going end off month liao wan to pia work liao.. thn end of month get pay i wan put angkong liao.. as i promise to ur da sao also.. going cover my ex name.. hais.. talk abt ur dasao.. i dunno wat going on now le.. few more days is going to be me and ur da sao de 5months le.. thn her birthday coming also.. die.. mei if can help kor do smth.. will call u again.. hais..and ur promise ar I WAN PUPPY ON MY BIRTHDAY!! from de beginning kor shound not had agree to break wif her.. hais.. now realli break le.. hais..


let post abt today..today go work.. wahh was wearing contact my eyes so pain and red. cos i sleep wif it.. cos ytd ton ma.. thn today early went home rest await.. but evening eyes ok le.. but still red.. thn after work go meet gan dar and her guy friend. today went to musem.. wif gan dar and her friend.. a guy.. de friend very funnny.. haha.. thn took alot pic.. all upload to friendsster le.. but still got more.. still in my hp.. haven upload yet.. wait whn i free ba..

hao le going rest soon after i smoke.. going pia work.. cos i tryin aim 25nov this date.. i dunno can sent present to there or not.. but hope least i can sent a card.. and got my angkong done.. nite ppl..


cya....

clown:)

You also know uh? Your blog rusty alrdy. Okay, I'm here helping this pemalas to blog. First of all, I don't know what's up in his life recently, so short post here. Guess he's not that emo alrdy eh. He dint mention, he met me last wednesday. For liquor and ciggerattes. Hell yahhhhhh! He dint pay a single cent okay. But see he my beloved brother, so I leave some for him. Good right. Me this kinda of sister uh, cannot find alrdy sial. Mesti ingat uhhhhh! I'm gonna bad mouth him alrdy. He is a bad bad brother, mcm memang rabak siol. He scold me that day when I was smoking. But shitxzxzx me laaaaaaa! If I would had listened to him on wednesday, thursday I wouldn't have had caught smoking alrdy. Hell yahhhhhh! Clown Chong Chee Hao, pray hard for me that this tuesday everything's gonna be fineeee yeah. Wanna go down my school with me? Or wanna follow me on wednesday, I go lunch with girlfriend and Masita, then meet Thinesh together pierce lips? Call me okay sucker. Byeeeee!~

woo.. my blog abit of rusty wif some spiderweb le.. haha..

so today just make a post ba..

this few days de same thing.. work work and work.. money money and money.. but i off for 2 days.. i down for stupid sickness.. cough and sore throat.. thn ytd xiaohei zanna sheena jeff and meiling all came my hse and see me.. thn some ton at my hse.. so touch for wat they did for me.. thx u all for understanding i can entertain u guys.. thx for letting rest.. thx alot.. thn today plus tomro is mc day.. gonna rest well.. still having my bad cough.. flu somemore wahh.. damn jialat.. thn twr xiao hei all coming again to find me.. so thx to thm and so touch by thx.. thx xiaohei.. bro for life man.. thn maybe twr ee shan coming see me too.. lol.. y all get so worry whn i sick. i am alright la.. ay.. but thx ar for taking care and come find me.. thx.. hao le.. going take medicine and rest.. it so strong tat i can sleep for dunno how many bloody hours.. sudden so pig.. haha.. baby i so wish tat u can come takecare me but not others sia.. hais.. i miss u alot.. hao le guys.. bye..

and baby few moredays.. few more days.. our anni coming.. and gonna take my pay.. putting tattoo le.. i promise de gonna cover my ex name i will do it.. baby.. imy!!! muacks..


nite..

clown(sick)

sian!! just got a fight wif mummy and daddy.. hais.. life so unfair. damn unfair.. i hate it...

thn thinkin abt baby.. was askin myself.. yes i believe baby be back one day.. hais.. i dunno am i sad or happi.. sad cos i cant see u and forget u.. happi cos u found ur xin fu bu i still cant forget u..keep askin myself whn is baby be back to sg.. i also dunno.. hais.. baby u chosen tat guy.. maybe he can give u xin fu tat i cant give u ba.. but still i wait for de final day.. no matter wat i still believe baby u be back.. wish u can find smth call xinfu in him ba.. i feel happi for u de.. but no matter wat baby u still have to come back see me wor.. hais..


i damn tired.. i finally see through alot ppl de colours le... hais.. life so unfair to me..


hais..

clown**

baby.. i know.. i know.. no one can replace me.. i know wat i did hurt u alot and hard for u to forgive.. but baby.. for all this months.. i waiting sincerly..i din do thing tat hurt u again.. and slowly gain ur trust back le.. cant u just give me de last chance?? baby i know u can.. just cos u dun believe me tat much.. thn u dun wan de.. i know.. but baby.. wat i promised u i will do.. dun worry.

i dun realli care if u got a new bf or wat.. cos i know.. wat i can do.. not a normally guy can do.. if they can.. ask thm show me.. so baby.. i will just wait and waiting counting and countin... i will not give up hope..

and mummy asked abt u again le.. i told her yup we fight.. and i told her is my wrong and wat i did wrong.. mummy say this.. stupid la.. a nice gal u dun wan still hong around somemore la.. thn she say this.. is time for me to settle down wif just 1 gal.. dun play a fool liao.. i told her yes i wan to.. but cant.. cos waiting for u.. i told her for de past i realli realli regret.. i wan u back.. i wan see u.. but i just dun have de money to go find u.. now onli can hoping u come back see me.. talk and talk,, my tears drop.. hais..


baby.. not onli i missing u.. not onli u blaming me. even mummy blaming me.. and missing u.. baby.. i really regret regret for wat i done in de past.. i realli wan start i frresh.. baby.. wo ai ni!!


hais.. xiang ni xiang dao hao xin ku...

maybe this de onli photo i like de best.. i so regret din take photos wif u.. hais.. got more must sent me wor.. hais


baby i promise i be ur hero.. ur strength. anything u need.. i be the sun in ur sky..
i will light ur way for all de time promise u for u i will hold u tightly let u feel de breath.. i promise everything u name it i try do it.. hais..

first clap for baby.. got a boyfriend. hais.
thx for telling me de truth.. and say sry to me. but i dun need sry from u.. cos i dun wan.. u know my pattern i dun like ppl say sry to me.. more u my baby.. hais..

but i dunno y. u starting already break wif him. i dunno ur meaning in msn u took him as me and ask for break. i dunno mean me or him.. but.. wat i lose him sia?? he got wat win me? i know smth can win me.. cos he can pei u ma everyday. every moment.. i cant ma.. wat more he can win me?? and take him as me?? sry.. i dun look like anyone.. i am myself.. and no one look like me.. unless jay chou.. wahahaha. hais.. i still can joke around whn i losing my love one.. i realli a clown ar. hais.. hais.. baby i just dun understand sia.. hais... and pls dun make trouble le.. i damn worry sia like tat.. no matter wat u stilll my baby.. de best i ever have.. i mean it.. u de first and onli gal and last ba. make me cry tat much for a gal.. dn care u got boyfriend now or not.. or next time i got gf or not. u still de best i ever have.. i still cant find anyone who can replace u.. baby.. no matter wat if even i got gf.. i still stay wif my promise.. whn u back.. i open a gatherin for u.. i say before le.. u back i willing to give up everything and anything.. even if i got gal at tat moment.. i will to let her go.. and if u will.. i will to stay wif u again.. baby.. wo ai ni.. i promise i keep my promise.. and rmb every 12 of every month is our day.. baby!! wo mem cong xin ka si hao ma??

1 week had past.. hais.. 1 week nvr chat le.. hais.. 4month 16 days din see ur person le.. 4month 4 days we nvr realli celebrate our anni le.. gooshh baby!! i miss u lar!!!

i miss ur smile i miss ur kiss i miss ur hug i miss ur kiss i miss ur nagging i miss ur scolding.. baby i miss ur everything!!! BABY!!

just wake up not long ago.. yawns.. sleep for so long.. guess realli tired.. hais..

edit new wishlist.. baby if u seeing this.. go see my wishlist.. hais.. althought we not tgt le. but i be still countin on.. i just cant let go.. baby.. i just realli need u.. i realli love u.. hais..

hope to count our anni tgt.. but now onli i counting.. hope baby u willing to patch.. and let counting down tgt.. if cant.. but hopefully we can count our 1 yr anni tgt.. hais.. baby wo ai ni!!

today we celebrate skull aka binbin birthday.. we went karaoke and drink.. all tgt.. wooo.. see how much we spend.. haha.. hope he enjoy his celebration.. whn all bro still come down.. espically xiaohei and co. all still come down after they went sentosa although u all din stay long but thx.. all this can make skull happpi..

today 12/10/08 celebrate skull birthday. and also is me and baby actually de 4months if we din break.. hais.. still cant let it go..

Today should be our 4th monthsary. I still misses you.Baby quick online i be still waiting for u.. i still love u as much i do.. ai ni!! happi 4months anni...

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

My name is Clown, I am a naughty boy.

Okay. Hell yeah. Thats Clown. He is a bad bad person. Who anyhow scold me after he's drunk. Ytd he is drunk. I should have taken his photo. Like that time ton, Farhan go take his sleeping photo in mrt! Lol, wondering they still have anot, I post to show you all okay? Haha, Clown gonna whack me on the 16th. I wont be meeting him ever ever ever again D: Lol, confirm he whack me hard hard de. Hell. He is going to gu's birthday party today with ah hei all. So yeah. Bye earthlings who finish reading all this.

AnnaCine, runs-offfff :D

Clown Chong Chee Hao :D

I've finished editing your blog, change your blogskin. Kanina. Nice right. You owe me Ice-Scream, a letter, a thank you. Im meeting you later in the night, happy ma? I know laa, happy just say, dont need overjoy and smile infront of the computer de okay. I wanted to change your tagboard, cos I dont like the font! But, later confirm kena scolding from you. So tknk kaypoh2, nanti kecoh2.! Lol, rhyme kan. You see, your mei actually very smart de, very talented. She just doesn't wanna show others her talent, later people say she sombong. Whatever* Im done with your blog.

Credits to Anna :D {click on the name}

*waves* byebye earthlings.

Gor, update your blog yourself! I not so free everyday help you update.

Pemalas nk mampos!~ Chao! *runoff*

Eh Clown. You seriously Clown seh! Lol. Kay laa. Adek di sini help you blog kay. Tkmo ckp nie adek tk bagus uh! I tell you uh, next thursday my birthday, this saturday I want a letter from youuuu! I mean, a long letter from your true heart tau! I tknk any present, I nk nie letter je, boleh2? I pun suro Ah Teck write for me alrdy, Im gonna ask Alex sooon! Haha, must be a foolscap long, mcm writing compo uh! Not long enough you die I tell you. & what bodoh mei? *your previous post* Ninabu! Your fault laa, change password, nk kasi you surprise pun tk boleh. Nabeyyy! Want die uh? Lol, no more of any sad post from you uh. I nk abgku happy happy everyday :D Tknk nie abg sedih2 tau! I smack you I tell you. Gong! *giggles* thats how you always scold me kan? Cheh, sweet seh nie abgku! "Whoever dare to touch them you die" kat friendster, got me got me :D Who dare touch me kan? Clown lovely adek seh! Adek yang ade Clown's blogger password, boleh hack nie account! Takut ekh? Abey write my letter, den I'll leave you account alone. Mwahahah! Till here. Bye suckers out there!

BODOH LA MEI!!! I CHANGE BACK LE>> STUPID>> SCOLD TILL VERY SONG HOR!!! IDIOT MEI!! HAHAA

i just found out ytd recently got 2 ppl jump down from HDB blk de 1gal and 1 guy.. de guy my friend sia.. ytd my friend call and tell me.. thn found out tat de eddy i know.. hais..althought got see each other 2 time got talk also.. hais.. life so short.. eddy u jump already jump le.. i cannot say anything.. just hope u RIP in heaven.. in ur next life let be friend again... and this for u.. althought i not 369 ppl le.. eddy!! AW AR AW!! 369! EDDY GINA AW AR AW!! WANSUEY GINA 369!! eddy.. RIP.. u will be rmb by me de.. byebye.. zaijian!

u are a great friend..thx for de help whn last time i got taiji.. thx alot.. :'(


EDDY EFFENDY ALWAYS IN MY HEART . REST IN PEACE MY DEAREST FRIEND 30.09.08

HAIS... I FUCKING CB KNN DISAPPOINTED IN U!!! AH TECK!! # YRS #YRS LEI.. NOT 3 MONTHS!!! u say we 3 yrs le bro y must throw temper at u.. BUT WTF U DO?? U GO THINK LA KNNCCB!! # yrs but did u treasure?? u touch ur heart la!! u not like this last time.. but Y?? y?? y change till like this?? STILL DARE 3YRS 3 yrs i know u how much and how well.. u chagne u still dare talk back!! I FINE WIF IT LA HOR!!.. since u dun treasure i also dun LA!! THIS WAT U WAN.. I GIVE IT TO U!!.. jUST DUN BLAME ME!!... I VERY TIRED LE!! COS OF UR THING>> I BEEN HELPING U BUT U DUN HELP URSELF!! CCB!!.. I TIRED LE LA>> I DUN WAN CARE!! i WASTE MMY HAND LE LA!!! KNN!!!

MEi kor so disappointed in u.. now i thn know ur raya is more impt thn me.. mei wat this?? so wat raya is 1yr 1 time.. but now impt things is more impt.. but u like fun rite? thn go ahead thn.. i tired le.. lazy to scold to talk to u all..u all go think ba.. very tired... hais..

wat a disappointed day for me..mei and ah teck go think la.. fuck!!!.. hais.



clown:'(

a busy days for me lei.. so tired.. ytd 1 whole day.. thn slept at ah teck hse.. thn nvr use com.. today leave ah teck hse straight go meet boss wif him.. thn all de way till 8plus thn reach home.. tired sio.. now waiting for ppl jio me out onli... heex.. actually go drink but no more le.. now waiting.. haha...


baby also quite busy ar?? nvr see u online these few days.. hope u are alright there.. so worry