Tuesday, June 30, 2009


EVERYTHING SEEM SO FAKE JSUT SO FAKE AROUND ME... Y ARH??.. hais... i'm tired... just tired..

13days more going ns le:).. i'm nervious? anxious? scare? happi? lol i also dunnno...

i been feelin paranoid for past few knn days.. fuckin paranoid!! wat happen to me?? y now everything seem so fake to me?? wat had just happen??!!! screwed paranoid la!!! arg!!

hais.. how much do i stand in ur heart?? i dunnoo. but how much u realli care or love i realli dunno.. maybe there someone in ur mind u just cant forget ba.. just dunno who.. no matter how much i do how much i done.. how much i tryin to show love. how much i tryin to do, love, care. dunno can win wat all those idiot in ur life.. wat am i to u?? wat do i mean to u? y all those idiots dun have to show anything or do anything they seem tat they are winning me?? y? y? i dun blame u.. but i blame those idiot and bastard y must they in this world.. and come in between us.. we seem so close yet we are so far.. we seem like a couple.. but in reality we are not.. we are just a friend? a close friend? maybe there thing i done wrong. and we seem so far apart le. is not like how it use to be before. cos of de fucker u accept?? cos of de guy u wif now?? y i such a loser?? u choose a guy who dunno u well and u and him just know each other. wtf? wat am i sia? yes u are attached. attached to some feakin cb kia? whn nobody even know who is he?? his popness his stupid looks. de thing he done and do.. everything fuckin feakin lose me!! if he think wat he do or done can win me i nth to say. wat he show is more thn me.. thn i nth to say.. but everything seem like he just dunno some idiot pop out and asked u be wif him and u agree. arggg..WHO DE FUCK HE THINK HE IS!!!!爱太痛 ! ): 而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过的爱情 ! ): 为什么我做什么, 你总是看不到 ! ): 爱一个人有这么难吗 ?


screwed paranoid!!!! y am i so paranoid!!!!! wat i'm thinkin!!!

wo ai ni 1314 3344 3399 1314 wo ai ni?? screwed this words too!!! no matter how much i say and done is seem de same!!! omg!!! y am i so paranoid!!!


clown just feel lifeless.. shit everything. he tired. just tired.. i'm tired taken over. i tired of everything!! tired!!!!!

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