few days ago whn to for shopping and sheesha wif xhei and 2 more guy... haha.. so funny.. thn firstly meet thm at bugis first.. thn shop my thing.. for my new year.. thn whn sheesha..we sheesha dunno for how many hours lor.. i onli know 8pm we go liao.. haha.. thn we home sweet home.. above is somepic of us.. wif our kuku first wif sheesha... haha.. wan full photos.. visit my friendster..

cya..

HAPII CHINESE NEW YEAR PeEPOOs!!


takecare..

clown..

day before ytd.. drunk.. haha.. actually not drunk just like dizzy.. so long nvr drink.. and went geylang drink wif some friends.. haha.. so fun thn can relax myself also.. thn eat... haha... wahh.. alot of prostitute sia.. lol.. they look good sia.. lol.. thn we all was thinkin.. knn if our gf got this type of their body shape.. knn diedie will not break sia.. haha.. thn one of us say this sentance.. "wah.. if tat my gf.. at nite dun worry not enough to do.. onli scare not enough to use.." i was like lol.. wtf.. if u all understand u all are clever,, if dun understand tat sentance mean u an idiot.. wahaha... so much fan on de day.. but so much sadneess happen.. but nv.. let be happi and have fun.. haha





our old photo. haha

and to gan laopo.. u also cheer up.. i step out of de old life..
u also ar.. dun need guy tat cb guy.. there better guy out..
anything just call me.. cos i just a call away..
i be there for u no matter wat de k??.. cheerup.. heex:)

你早就该拒绝我
不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事
留下丢不掉的名字
时间难倒回空间易破碎
7months 5days的爱情
是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

爱从指缝中溜走还说再见
不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你

爱要有梦才
会快乐就算未来的
路不同你在我心中到永久
感觉寒冷时候 我抱你在我胸口
当你泪流的时候我在这里不走
Baby I Still Believe

爱可以走 过乱流紧紧
握住双手一秒就够不孤单寂寞
爱有梦才快乐就算未来的路都不同你和我到永久
爱可以走过乱流紧紧握住双手 一秒就够
喜怒哀乐共同拥有 不让遗憾留


i dun wan let u all down.. but i very xinku... i nvr had this fuckin feeling in r/s.. is a feelin i cant explain.. but is smth like feel smth realli leave u.. like someone digging ur heart.. very pain..i nvr got this feelin before in my whole life de r/s.. is this true love feelin of mine?? i also dunno.. if is true also no use.. elise u will just treat it as my lj words and excuses..hais.. ppl been sayin i sound sincere and know i changed. but to u.. is just like onli is too late is too late.. there nth is too late if u willing to go look for it.. even u wan find a thing u wan.. u nvr try u nvr know is too late.. i tried. i done my part.. but have u?? i realli dunno.. hais..

广岛之恋 - 莫文蔚

IS ALL ENDED ENDED!!

Good-Bye - Mizta RRip Chan

i cry again.. i just very xinku.. hais.. and cos i found out this.. and saw wat u post.. u still care ma.. but y act like u dun care.. hais. i know i in wrong first.. hais.. but i damn regret let u go.. and make till now de thing must become like this.. hais.u dunno i in sg also got alot problem.. i still got alot thing to face and problem too.. but still i care.. but wat hurt is u say i say de thing all excuses..


below is wat she post..


->>U know this feeling sucks ?
to know that someone u love so much...
only learn to treasure you after you left him,
even worse he totally forget the date u are leaving.

Nice

Then he cry over the phone & say how much he loves you,miss you....
Okay, i cried too cause i really loved him once & i think those words are from his heart.
Then only after a few days (15 days to be exact)
he and ur sister hug & kiss at chalet ?! =="

Great.

& it took 1 whole fking month for you to know about that shit,
so i wasted one 1 fking month loving him like an idiot.
I ask for break up,
he cried again and say how much he love you.
then he say he wont get wat gans, girlfriend watever bullshit !
then suddenly he gt another baby ....
he got this gan laopo that baby & that one is gan dear still got gan darling somore....
but he still insist he love you love you love you....

maybe u love me yes u do...
but all these, too much for me to take...
all these is after i left sg...
when i sg what u do?
want me remind u?
i never forget a single shit abt u and me .
so dun assume i forget.

Yeah...
i scolded you.
i got super bad temper,
i buey song i will just say,
(especially to you lah)
i got new bf(s)
& so?
i did all these only after u and me are not tgt....
You?
all those bullshit u done is when we both are together ....

Ur friends all forever the right one.
Not i wanna say those words,
is what u did is too much for me to take...
Clown,
u want to see how my hand and leg look like now?!
knnccb!
i just dun wan say ...
I finally can let go of you...
at least i know i not loving u one side like an idiot...
cos u loved me once too...

thanks...
i deleted my friendster...
cos theres nothing more for me to visit anymore...

:)

Dun bother abt my craps..... <----



all those she post.. and is clearly shown she still care.. care abt de past everything.. but y must act as if u dun care.. elise. u told me u change and ppl will change.. and i know myself change will not change so much.. and this de prove.. and see u still cares.. but y must u act like u dun care.. and say to me u dun care?? alll this ytd happenin is i started it.. but i got regret it liao.. but still like too late to u whn i change?? and pls if u think i dun wan u stay in sg.. de moment u leaving i got try to ask u stay.. and u still left. whn u left.. i been spoilting my body.. i took drugs. i drink.. i smoke. drink and smoke i doing in more and heavier.. drug 1 week dunno how many times.. all this i do cos i regret i letting u go.. and realli cant bear to see tat u not beside me..am i tdoin all this for my ownself? i do cos of u lar... yeah too late tat after u left i change.. but u still keep wantin to come back.. but now?? y change till like u dun wan come back?/ wat so good abt there? and u still can say u dun wan come back liao.. after ytd.. i told myself le.. since all this happen and i been waiting u u also dun care.. i shall put it to stop.. but now?? wat u post?? it clearly show u still care.. actually i shouldnt care all this liao.. but i realli cant.. is very xin ku to pretend i din see anything.. u even deleted ur friendster. y? cos me again.. and cos since i give up u tat y delete.. see u been doin thing for me.. but u keep denied and denied.. y la.. u know this feeling sux ma?? now wat i going say also no use.. i just gonna cry my days off and go through my day by day wif tears ba.. cant bear let go.. i still have too.. and 1 more thing.. not all my friends say de thing they say is true.. and i din say tat.. but it make sense ma.. hais.. nvm.. u also dun care wat i say or going say.. cos u say to me just onli in phone.. U NOT COMING BACK. AND U ALSO DUN WAN CARE LE. nvm ba.. hope one day.. we will see each other whn walk past each other.. but guess hard ba unless u back to sg.. zaijian le elise zaijian le qin ai de.. byebye.. my tearsjust stop dropping.. hais.. i type all this msg out and it contain wif tears.. my tears.. byebye..

memories.. all going to be delete.. hao xin ku.. hais..

5hours of talkin.. 5 hours of cryin 5 hours of last sad.. 5hours of drinkin and got scoldin.. all thss gonna be stop.. all this going to be a end to it.. jie bro u all are right.. thx for de brainwash thx for de talkin and time.. sry for wasting u all de time.. but thx..

let get some serious matter here.. i not going to wait not going to be a soft hearted and a silly didi brother and a guy to u all.. elise.. sorry.. i think i gonna put a stop to here le.. they are rite.. i wasted my 7months and wat i get.. and wat words i get from u.. nah nvm.. thx for all this while ur shouting ur attitude ur everything.. thx.. de matter of whn or are u coming back or not nvm le.. guess i wasted enough time.. and thx for sayin wat i say is all excuses and lj words.. since i a lj guy to u all i say is lj and excuses to u.. nvm.. i gonna stop it here and rite now.. i have done my part.. de wating de helpin u to get back to sg.. and de crazy and adnormal self of me just wan u back.. those days de thing i done my part le.. now u wanna be back wat u gonna scold or say abt me.. nvm le.. whn u back or wat is not matter to me now.. i shouldnt get all this treatment de. but is ok.. bye elise.. thx elise.. to me now is ok le whn u going come back is up to u.. i dun wanna fan u.. get in ur life caring anything.. i not going to do it le.. since i am a lj guy to u.. whn u back if still got de heart wanna see me i still willin to meet and see u.. yeah u cock eye last time.. is ok finally u say ur truth words.. wat a hurtful words.. ur decision is cock eye de.. now i know.. nvm.. i going to cont my life.. get focus in my job.. serious in everything le.. i not going to get affected by u.. or u not going get affected by me le.. i gonna back to my oldself.. a firm decision makin guy liao.. bye.. and dun worry.. u can still find me whn u back if u still got de heart.. and i still willin letting u stay my hse..papa mama didi all still willin to seee u.. but sorry i gonna stop all this cos i am a lj guy.. and u make a cock eyes decision.. how hurt it is.. hais.. but nvm all is over.... bye..u are de one who i love and loved de one i cry and cried and best and de onli best gal i every have and i drink and drank alot for.... thx.. muakcs.. bye... and guess going to show u a blog tat i long do it for u and is onli for u.. it been private blog.. and let now open to let u see.. CLICK HERE BA-->> baby for u♥♥♥


Good-Bye days - yui (eng. sub)



I wanted to meet you now, so I’ve decided
This song in my pocket
I want you to listen to it
Raising the soft volume
To make sure it’s just right

Oh good-bye days

Now, there’s a feeling of change
Up until yesterday, so long
Because therese’s an uncool kindness beside me

La la la la la with you

Passing you one side of my earphones
Slowly, in that moment when the music starts flowing
Do I have the ability to love you?
But sometimes I’ll get lost

Oh good-bye days

Now my heart starts changing, it’s all right
Because there’s an uncool kindness beside me.

La la lala with you

If possible, I’d want not
To think any sad thoughts.
But you’ll be there, right?
That time. With a smile
You said, “Yeah, hello my friend”
That was nice

When we’re humming the same song
I wish to be next to you
I’m glad I met an uncool kindness

La la la la goodbye days

A VIDEO BELOW TOO IF WAN WIF CHINESE LYRICS



jiejie brothers.. i done my part of this le.. let carry on seein de craziest me de funniest me... thx everyone for u all de time and talkin and see me so sad and cryin.. but nvm i wake up le.. thx for de scoldin..


guys no worries le.. i alright liao.. dun need worry.. and NOW I AM COMPLETELY TOTALLY SINGLE!!!


takecare..

wif love to elise..

bye..


clown***

i think i realli tired liao.. or cock eye.. just spotted ur blog tag wat u say.. y cant i call u baby?? u my baby ma.. yes althought we not tgt.. but still u my baby ma.. except my gans la.. i onli if they are my gan.. i call thm gan baby ma.. but u not ma.. u are like fuckin not a gan lor.. u a ex of mine.. a gal tat i love so much.. a freakin pretty gal tat i waited and awaiting de day u back.. and also de one i waited so long... and keep gans got wrong meh?? no wrong wat?? at least i not like stead wif thm?? y reaction so big?? just a gans.. and u hate a lj man like me cos of i keep gans?? if i lj man.. i not standin here awaiting u come back.. lookin upon de day or thinkin which day u be back.. i a lj man i will not waste my time just to make a oversea call to ensure tat u alright and get those attitude from u and just wan talk to u.. even just a few second and all the way u like shouting in phone or like not happi like tat.. i all dun mind.. but wat i wan jsut heard ur voice.. know u still alright.. am i doing all this for myself?? hello baby no lei.. maybe is for 2 of us if there still chance.. but even if no.. is all doin for u lei.. not myself not for who.. is like for u this baby zhen lei.. hais..


yes i admit.. i once a lj man..not lj onli.. a fucker cb sucker hong man.. i know.. but y ??!! i wan say again.. y all ppl believe i change.. but just u keep thinkin i haven change?? even i fuckin busy.. even i no time.. i try find a time call u.. just to let myself know u alright.. talk to ur mum on phone.. to help u get back sg.. i doin all this for who?? not for me.. not for anyone.. but for u.. maybe is for me also.. cos 1 reason cos i wan u back to sg... u someday treat me cold some day treat me hot.. i dunno wat going on.. but i din say anything.. cos i dun wan say anything.. just keep quiet.. and is still waiting for u.. and not give up lei.. wat more u wan me do??? tell me la.. wat more u wan me do?? u know i how sad m?? keep regret till now today this time this date and day.. i still regret i let u go lei.. i how sad ma?? how hurting ma?? hais.. now ur mum say u can come back sg.. tat wat u wan ma.. now got it le.. y still dun wan be back?? u wan nite life ar?? u abck sg i everyday give u nite life.. even i got work also nvm.. i pei u nite life as long as u back.. wat more u wan?? say la.. hais....

sry ppl for this big reaction post i going crazy le..


takecare..


clown**>.<**
(0)
== ==
lllllllll
///////







AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

HAha.. alot thing and to say.. and very happi..

bad things happen too..

first good thing.. i back to my basketball life.. wooo!!! i LOVE IT MAN!!! we are de superman!! haha..
other is.. hmm.. know tat babyzhen there like got fun and doin well there wif her life.. i happi for her.. andandand.. she getting prettier and prettier each day sia.. wtf.. haha.. is a good news.. but hais.. still we hardly chat and talk.. miss de days.. but hais thing still de same... let me show u her photo.. haha... nice lei...


this my best ex i ever had.. and de one i waited de longest..de one i miss so much.. de best baby i ever had...

bad thing is.. some personnal stuff.. and alot thing happen... just wanna say.. treat me for granted just fuck off.. this sentance is for someone.. i hate faker.. and those cb just wan act good infront me.. pls fuck off.. dun be a two head snake..knn.. if u reading this u know who u are!.



daysbydayspass


takecare..


clown

12/1/09 is here.... happi 7 months thn...

12/6/08-12/1/09 = 7 month le.. time flies fast.... happi anni..


we we still not tgt...


takecare..

bye..

G.baby marisa done this for me out of sudden. was so shock... but is ok.. haha.. got xin le.. and nice.. thx..
yawns! plan not to sleep liao.. was thinkin of sleepin.. but ay.. so bored. and more i sick.. sore throat wif cough and fever.. i still dun wan rest well.. haha.. aiya.. sick till drop down better ma.. dun need think so much... but i now serious realli sick. i cant even heard my voice properly.. argg. later going grandma hse.. family gathering.. lol.. yawns..

actually should not be think abt it liao.. but it pop in my mind.. twr is 12/01/09.. which mean is going be me and elise de 7 months.. hais.. y still pop out of my mind i dunno sia.. but nvm.. is ok.. i know is a date tat i cant forget de.. but i dunno baby elise will u forget?? or u forget it liao?? also cant forget those time days and a nice gal i had before... thx.. happi advanced 7month anni..

Baby Im So Sorry - Alex Toh

by 杜德偉

真心無奈　多心都為了愛　我坐在這
傻傻的發呆　我仍依賴　你純純的愛
我心還在　愛你的人還在　苦苦等
想哭哭不出來　無心傷害　你應該明白
愛太多空隙　受傷容易　互信互愛才是唯一
對你的付出　都放在心裡　我始終這樣珍惜　我怎麼會忘記
Feel so sorry, Baby I'm so sorry...
I never meant, I never meant to hurt you...
無心傷害　你應該明白
Feel so lonely, Baby I'm so lonely
Do you know, I need you to come back
Are you all right, I miss you tonight
( 請快點回來 )
真心仍在　與你永不分開　這一生
只願和你相愛　與你同在　只為你等待
愛是純真　愛是無恨　不在乎怎麼會　痛苦萬分
我真的太笨　不懂心疼 Baby please come back OhYa


Love You So Much

It's only now that I realize how deeply I love you
No matter where, our memories exist (in every place)
Already, everything doesn't matter anymore; all the past times I've been hurt
I miss you, miss the past
Nobody can replace you
Once again, in sweetness and hardship; I'm willing to go through it with you
Baby, say that I love you

[Chorus] It turns out that I still love you so much
Without you, there is no me
Yeah, I love you so much
So much more than I love myself
Yeah, I love you so much
I want to give you happiness
Be in love again... with you
(X2) Do you understand? Do you understand my heart?

I only want to be with you; life only has meaning (when I'm with you)
Come wind come rain (means something like "come what may")
I'm not escaping love's destiny
You were once my past... yeah
No matter where I go in future
Always you, forever you
We're gonna let love continue
My heart's not gonna change again
You bring me happiness
There will never be anyone else

It turns out that I still love you so much
Not gonna repress the real me
Yeah, I love you so much
Passing through the interwinding time and space
Because I love you so much
Not gonna let you be alone again
Be in love again... with you
Whoa~

[Repeat last paragraph once without "Whoa~"]

Do you understand it? Do you understand my heart?

byebye..

clown.. takecare..

sick and sad***

this specially for xhei onli.. in msn ur nick ask this i'm always there for people who need me .. but who's there for me ? ... hais

i can tell u this... i always be there.. no matter time or day. u will always have me last time or now or future u still have me.. no matter same shirt or not.. not matter where we are who we are.. u always have me this bro here.. we are for brother for life.. my silly bro...no matter wat thing u regret in life.. or lose in life.. is ok.. go on wif life.. dun stuck there.. dun be like me.. no use.. i also stuck in past lose alot regret alot too.. i still go on wif life.. forget it.. and go on.. no use hugging on to de past... whn u know u gain nth... and dun worry.. u will not lose me.. cos i always be there.. and dun worry tat i will not be back.. cos i always be back there for u.. no matter wat.. xhei~clown bro for life..


tat all.. cya...


takecare..


clown**

JUST FOUND OUT THIS EARLY DE MORNING SMTH HAPPEN!!

VERYVERYVERY SAD..

later will post wat happen.. just very sad case.. shit it man!1

hais... wat i done wrong again this time?? ya la.. I BHB.. I KNN.. i do all this is ok i dun get anything in return.. but just wan u be back.. is tat wrong?? keep call so?? now is like i call mostly talk to ur mum.. not u?? worry abt u.. wan ask wan have a good chat.. got wrong?? i dunno la wat u wan me do.. i dunno wat u wan la.. wat i promise u i doing liao.. wat more u wan?? i realli dunnoo.. come back sg is wat u wan ma.. is wat u wanted.. now can le.. i got de chance for u.. thn y so angry?? wat i done wrong again?? hais.. i realli dunno la hor..


BTW YINGYING JIEJIE IS OK AND U DISCHARGED YTD.. THIS IS A HAPPI THING..

clown.. hais..

takecare..

got sad and happi news to bring home..

let start from sad.. yingying jiejie is in hospital.. she should had discharge by today.. by blood test went wrong and found smth not rite.. need stay again.. to be more safe she needa go for scanning and checkup.. poor her.. went to hospital to see her.. see her got so many blood test.. nurse take blood from her here and there.. she also cant eat much.. pray for her wish for her.. hope she recover well soon.. and takecare of de goodhealth.. twr gonna visit her again...


happi thing is.. i dunno if is happi.. cos ytd chat wif her mum.. er mum let her back.. everything goes wat i told her mum.. i promise her mum will take care of her.. just help to sent her back.. her mum also wan sent her back as there is too bad for her.. i say is ok sent back to sg.. i willing to takecare of her.. and more my parent also allow her to stay my hse.. so now everything her mum side my side all settle.. now is up to u le.. i waiting for u wor.. just come back ba.. i promise to takecare of u everything.. come back and love u baby..


now everything maybe might goes wif me.. but baby final decision is urs.. i told u i promise u i will help u get back to sg.. and u also wan come back de.. now de chance is here baby.. our chance is here.. and is finally here.. baby.. come back k??? muacks..


everythin is coming back?
iloveu.
elise

clown...

i got a new name!!! MOHD BADOT!!! haha

was given by my comany de friends.. haha

y wish not here.. nvm.. let move on wif life.. carry on wif life... is 2009!! ppl happi new year!!!
someone not back.. nvm.. cont life.. 2009!!!!!

qiu tian bu hui lai - wang qiang


搜索 "秋天不回来"mp3
• 下载"秋天不回来"铃声
打印预览
初秋的天,冰冷的夜
回忆慢慢袭来
真心的爱就像落叶
为何却要分开

灰色的天独自彷徨
城市的老地方
真的孤单走过忧伤
心碎还要逞强

想为你披件外衣
天凉要爱惜自己
没有人比我更疼你
告诉你在每个
想你的夜里
我哭的好无力

就让秋风带走我的思念
带走我的泪
我还一直静静守候在
相约的地点

求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边Cancel

bye..:'(