Saturday, August 30, 2008

actually now is time to slp le.. but going to post first..

today de 6days wifout baby.. hais... life so meaningless wifout her..

but feel happi for her tat she enjoy herself in skul.. saw her blog.. she seem very happi wif it.. hope she go on like this.. and study hard.. baby i wait for de day u come back de.. today sold 9 coms oli.. plus basic.. plus ytd wat i earn 180dollars onli.. my aiming least 4 hundred for de for days... hope can reach my target.. and guys pray for me wor.. gonna save up money for smth.. need u all pray for me and i will also work hard for it..

hao le.. just a short post.. gonna wake up lastest by 9am.. 10 gonna meet my work frineds to work.. afther de 4 days i will upload de photos on de show.. baby u let me know u enjoy urslef in skul.. i will let u know i enjoy myself at work de.. so dun worry for me le.. just feel empty whn wifout u onli... baby love muacks..

love u guys.. thx for walking along wif me all this while but still i not happi.. but is ok.. muacks.


baby.. nite lvoe u.. ppl nite muacs..


byebye..

clown

signing off..
6day wifout baby**

Thursday, August 28, 2008

today alot sad things happen.. hais.. dun wan say le.. also got thing cheer me up.. i win le!! haha..

yeah!!


let me show u all..!!

*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
hello baby u still thr?
♥ Elise is dying. says:
yea
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
can i heard tat thing again?
♥ Elise is dying. says:
i love u (: nites, mwaks
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
LOL
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
i win!!
♥ Elise is dying. says:
lol
♥ Elise is dying. says:
iido
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
ai si ni le!!!
♥ Elise is dying. says:
yea u win
♥ Elise is dying. says:
cos
♥ Elise is dying. says:
jayden
♥ Elise is dying. says:
say goodbye
♥ Elise is dying. says:
i say nites bb
♥ Elise is dying. says:
lols
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
yeah!!!
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
haha
♥ Elise is dying. says:
haha
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
i gonna post on blog


haha.. here am i post this.. haha.. ai si ni le!! maucks!! i win i win!! jump all over le me now.. haha.. mUACK!!


clown**

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

haish.. back to blogging.. going 3 days wifout u..now just like de feeling u just left to taiwan but is like double of it.. no mood to do anything.. play game still lose.. temper getting worse? dunno.. now 27 aug le.. 28 aug coming.. and u studyin le.. maybe u got time for me?? maybe not?? i realli dunno.. dunno y mind keep thinkin alot of this.. today boss bring me go watch de 12lotus 12莲花 de movie.. realli cheer me up abit.. de story was funny.. but wat de meaning i realli dunno.. thx alot... 28 aug u studyig... but 28 aug i working for 4 days.. thn next month start work.. sian.. but dunno whn.. now before 28 aug.. let me give u a song ba... hope u listen to it.. and know wat i trying to say.. haish..

只想一生跟你走 Zhi Xiang Yi Sheng Gen Ni Zou - 张学友 Jacky Cheung

只想一生跟你走 Zhi Xiang Yi Sheng Gen Ni Zou - 张学友 Jacky Cheung

共你有过最美的邂逅
共你有过一些风雨忧愁
共你醉过痛过的最后
但我发觉想你不能没有

在你每次抱怨的眼眸
像我永远不懂给你温柔
别再诉说我俩早已分手
像你教我伤心依然未够

但你没带走
梦里的所有
让你走
为何让你看不透

但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
就算天边海角多少改变
一生只有风中追究
不想孤单地逗留
但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
在我心中的你思海的你
今生不可不能没有


listen le?? see de lyrics le?? tat all for u today.. think u going to be busy 28aug onwards?? 4days.. 28 to 31 i be quite busy.. dunno whn i online u still ma.. haish.. love u.. muacks..

clown='(


feel so crazy so empty so gongong de whn u not wif me.. haish.. baby come back hao ma??

Monday, August 25, 2008

this wat u sent me just now.. i dunno y u sudden talk abt it.. but i goanna post it..

Elise - says:

不求天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。
回忆往往是最美的,最珍贵的,有些故事也不必说给每个人听。
爱情就像沙子,握得越紧它越是流失,有时选择放手也是一种爱。
Elise - says:
this appear my blog before
Elise - says:
i duno u rmb or not
Elise - says:
hais
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o ='( y water taps just cant stop flowing down. haish. says:
i rmb
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o ='( y water taps just cant stop flowing down. haish. says:
haish

and this u sent me before.. and i cry..

因為愛你, 所以放手還你自由.
因為愛你, 所以不再讓你困擾.
因為愛你, 所以寧願自己難過.
因為愛你, 所以我逼自己離開.
如果我還一直深愛著你, 你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你, 你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了, 你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了, 你才感覺的到我對你的好?


1 day had pass after we broke up.. i still crying.. tears just like water tap keep dropping even stop it comes again..had not been slping 1 whole day.. not eating well.. no mood to do anything.. play game just keep losing.. today still got match somemore.. how to play in this mood.. hope later dun lose.. even dota my favour game i also not mood play.. siao liao later match comfirm tio scold again...how long will this go on?? i dunno.. wat can help me stop all this i realli dunnno.. maybe u back to my side?? start afresh?? dunno..

haish.. so regret to let u go taiwan.. maybe realli i dunno wat de real reason u go taiwan.. or maybe u got say i forget.. u know ur this baobei got big STM de.. but still very regret letting u go.. why din i stop u whn u leaving.. y am i so stupid?? if i got stop u.. maybe all this will not happen.. and ur le will not have so many scars.. u know u tell me u having scars all over.. i was so hurt and feel pain in my heart.. y beginning i still so playful.. till gone thn regret??!! haish.. think regret now also too late.. haish.. heard alot thing abt taiwan also.. ppl got ask me y u wan go taiwan..taiwan so bad.. i just say i dunno.. ppl tell me de guys thr realli damn handsome.. i just say good lor..they also say i no chance le.. haish so down let still put me more down.. haish.. even u also tell me.. but true enough i feel damn jealous x(.. haish..

below got a pic tat is long and quite big scar.. i still rmb this came out alot of blood.. haish..but this not hurt tat much.. heart more hurt.. who ask me so playful and stupid.. haish.. all i cause out de.. haish

if u wan see more clear u wan save in ur com u just get it lor..













singing off..

='(



y all this happen again.. y am i so stupid.. haish.. y so playful in beginning.. y so stupid.. haish.. all i cause de.. i still very hurt and pain.. tears keep dropping y? water tap sia.. haish.. today u so happi tell me ur happi thing in ur tat skul.. even i sad i still feel happi for u.. study hard thr ba.. haish.. lose eveything in life.. even my favour game.. haish.. wat happen.. haish

Sunday, August 24, 2008


hais.. 4 plus wake up.. thought see de msn window wat u told me and put a love me behide.. thought all nth le.. and ur blog u cancel away de thing u say abt me.. thought u not angry le.. realli accpet my love back again..

but whn u came back reply.. thing diff le.. and u asked me not to call u baby anymore cos u not.. i was like wat happen.. thought we dun agree to break le?.. haiis.. had a biggest fight in my life and i lose de war.. i lose everything now.. first time.. wat i planned and wat i had.. all go just tgt.. all just gone in 1 time.. i lose everything.. i lose a gal i love so much.. so much so much.. but i still do wrong thing.. make her so angry... and i lose everything now.. y.. y cant i settle down? now all go back to oldself... still thought wif u i can settle down le.. dun wan care so much thing le.. but hais.. all is oppsite side..

still rmb.. first u leave.. i cried for 2 weeks?? 1 weeks is realli contlly.think abt it.. i realli a cry baby sia.. but no choice realli hurt.. and alot thing happen whn i cry.. thought can make u stay.. but u still left.. still i cry for 2 weekis.. 1 weeks din go skul.. 2nd week also.. go skul lesser since whn u left me..even brother all come up my hse 20 over of thm came see wat happen to me.. and cos of me like tat.. we 1 whole group got chase by AST ppl.. but i dun care.. cos i still hopeing till de day u back.. cos u told me once.. u will come back ask me dun cry le.. but it get longer and longer.. and till now i dunno whn.. hais.. and i also stupid.. wait for u and i go for other gal.. and i got slap and punch in my face in my life.. for u.. injured my hand also.. tat for u.. u de first gal.. realli i did so much.. and dare to do so much to hurt myself.. now things.. realli gone.. will it still be back?? i dunno.. realli dunno.. but i will still counting down de 3rdmonth. maybe u can say i shameless or wat.. i dun care.. i will still count..

althought tgt is short.. but alot things happen.. up and downs hard road comes.. but i still fail to hold u still..i make this love fall apart.. and u fall.. onli me still standing waitng u climb up again..
maybe still got day we be back again?? u be back?? u say de.. i will rmb.. i will not throw it away.. cos u say u be abck.. i will wait.. hais.. how much long can i wait i dunno.. but now life seem so meaningless wif out u.. i competly lose u le.. hais.. wish god leading me a hand help me wait for u back ba.. hais.. zaijian le baby.. i dunno y today u like this.. and 28 aug coming.. study hard.. zaijian le baby.. rmb.. a guy in ur life who love and do so much thing for u and also de guy who hurt u so much.. tat me.. hope u rmb it ba.. hais..


We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby


bye baby.. bye my love.. bye everything.. ='(

clown

and sorry.. i make ah teck u down.. maxi i let u down.. all those bro.. thx alot.. i let u all down.. i sorry.. so sorry.. regret now also no use le.. so my bros. i realli let u all down.. make u all lose a good dasao.. duibuqi..

u hurt?i also hurt. tat how it feel whn u really as for break whn u love someone.. i hurt too.. i lose someone i love so much.i know baby still love me.. but dunno wat ur thos friend say.. make u decide this choice.. make urself so hurt. hais..
23 aug de morning came back home.. so tired liao.. thn but i still oline awhile.. thn thought can slp le.. my stupid anna mei called me.. asked whr am i.. and sy wan come my hse.. i was like wth??!! i wan sleep la.. but in the end she still came and i din slp.. she book my whole com.. thn lay on de bed in the end slp le.. haha.. thn wake up she not at my hse le... around 4 plus go cut my hair and do my hair.. haha... thn meet boss jiejie.. jie fu.. ah teck wen long and 1 si pai kia.. haha.. thn went down to toa payoh meeting,, drink,, talk.. talk alot today.. we also got involve in haha.. thn talk abt me and baby.. called her.. but not a home.. wented for tuition.. sian!!


thn get van at chinatown thr.. ah teck finally can drive again.. thn some jokes happen dun wan talk abt it.. thn went back to toa payoh again.. thn all planned say wan go pub.. is around town area.. name if i not wrong is bangkok pub?? forget le.. hehe.. thn drink wif 4 to5 matell if i not wrong.. missing baby so much called again.. but cant get through dunno y.. sian!..

thn drink drink drink.. till now i thn come back home.. so tired.. not going to sleep le i think.. cos 8 got to go out again.. wahh... tired sia!! thx for those ppl for an wei wo. yes. i in wrong.. but they still an wei wo calm me down.. thx alot.. but i told thm now walk 1 step see 1 step ba.. just hope can walk far... so of i am i going sleep le.. nite!


thx ah teck feeling better sayin eveything.. but still ah teck u shold know.. thx ah girl giving me suggestion.. thx everyone..

love u pppl!!!

nite. bye...


clown..


yes i in alot wrong.. wat i done maybe i dunno.. cos i realli dunno.. now see 1 step walk 1 step ba.. just hope walk far.. 28 aug coming soon.. hais.. more is my 1st day work. love and miss baby..

Friday, August 22, 2008










if to u wat i doing and i had done is all lies.. thn wat is true?
yes.. sometime i lie.. but i din mean it.. tell u de truth u angry.. lie to u u angry.. wat to do??

dun wan think so much le.. wat u wan think and look at me go ahead.. cos some ppl think de same think.. i dun stop thm so i also dun stop u..

dun wan think so much.. i just wan work hard in de things i going do and be.. and wat i planning to do for u.. i be working to toward it. believe it or not up to u... day by day talk abt u make me realli happi.. wanna share how they react.. but hais. wat u repl me td.. and u tell me u are calm de.. so i think wat u say is u calm and say de..

not saying all this u wan de.. cos all this is my fault.. i start eveything.. and make u lose trust in me..i sorry.. but now i thinking wat to do to porve my love for u.. de past day de testi.. is using my heart to edit it.. realli hope u like it.. PPL told me this.. do smth tat is rite.. dun do smth is wrong..
so i think de rite think is.. i going gain all de trust back just like last time. and wait for u back.. i dun wan suffer those days wifout u le.. is hard for me to go through de days..days wif u by my side.. seem so fun..so happiy.. just my stupidlity spoilt everything.. hais..


sometime lie can test how de person react.. days are just like lie and truth.
tears dropped again.. Y??!!alot thing just happen to me.. and just dun wan tell u.. yes.. maybe cry is cos of u.. but i not taotally cos of u.. haish.. nvm.. forget.


i keep telling myself.. dun drop le big boy le.. but wat u say dunno is mean or hurt.. maybe is both.. just make me cry.. yes.. i wrong at first.. hais.. thn i shouldnt be crying.. all i started it.. fucking me fucking clown fucking xiao di... haish..


days getting shorter and shorter for me..alot thing happen to me.. u dunno and dun wan tell u make u worry..u dunno ba.. hais.. just hope i can still wait for de day u come to me and hug me again... hope de day come fast ba.. hais..
how much tears i drop for u u know ma? a drop of tears it mean how much i love u.. haish

just came back from dinner.. now so god damn full like 3 months sia.. haha..

hais.. some of u just look at me still de same look still think i not change or smth.. dunno..
u all have de same look at me.. but i din expect someone i love have de same look at me also.. hais..

yes past i a hongster.. i at fucker.. i a cb.. i a someone maybe u all dun like..that wat u ppl think.. but so ppl think.. pls.. i still a nice guy.. i still a steady guy.. a call will go one.. say will do one..

i sad tat u ppl onli know my bad things.. but not my good things..
i happi thr ppl din think de same way.. thx to anna mei.. adeline jiejie.. ahteck.. thx for u all stand along me beside me.. telling me wat to do.. and 1 more.. my boss.. a boss i ever see leading me a good path and tell me wat is wrong to do and rite.. thx..


this for my jie my mei and my bro.. no matter wat happen to me in futher.. just rmb xiao di this name and clown this name in heart.. wat i done for u all i can do i will do de.. this wat i can return to u all..

this for baby.. yes.. past i hurt u alot alot alot.. yes past i din smth and leave a scar in ur heart.. but if u wan same as dun ppl have de same look at me..look at me tat i haven change.. thn i nth to say..
but i going promise u few thins. althought i know u dun like ppl to promiise.. but no choice..
1-1yr? yes i can be fucking sure tat 1 yr time whn wif u i will not do those cb thing again to hurt u or got other gal..
2-just give me time to prove u i love u..
3-whn u come back.. wat i going do for u i will do.. i tell u wat i going do u know le..

baby..maybe i dindo much for u.. maybe i dunno how to talk well and it may cause me not to show u clearly how much i love u.. but i can tell u.. baby.. i love u..i dunno wat u wan to change to be. i dun care.. wan smoke drink wat also can.. BUT DUN ASK FOR DIE!!. maybe i care too much for u control u tooo much.. make u feel fan or irritated.. thn make u like dun wan talk to me.. but baby i tell u.. i just care and dun wan u going de same path as me.. drink smoke blablabla..

wat i can post now is to show everyone.. baby i sry.. yes sry no use.. but now i onli can do tat.. sry baby.. and i promise u will not do smth make u hurt again.. anione who seeing this post be witness.. and i will not leave u.. even u ask ppl wreck me.. i will fight back.. unless i give up and i die.. thn is i realli leave u le.. baby!!.. wo ai ni! muacks..

BABY>> loVE u.. MUACks!..

Monday, August 18, 2008

days are diff le.. world change le.. everything so diff.. just hard to turn it back if i not wrong...
world changes alot sia.. my life wif it change too.. so sian..


haisshhh

Sunday, August 17, 2008

WOOO!! FUCK!!.. FIRst time IN my life i did tat..

am i still clown?? am i still de clown evryone knows?? wat happen to me?? i just did smth in my life i nvr do before!!!!!
wat have i done wrong to deserve all this??

1 by 1 love ones is leaving me.. y?? wat happen actually?? y become like this??

waiting someone to be back.. i wan her to be back.. dun wan her to leave... how damn worry i am.. wat have i done wrong?? to deserve this life?? i fucking going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... arhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!1


ani one there??!!! to help me??!!!!!
yo!! i back.. haha.. nth happen to me.. de thing sua liao.. haha.. dunno y.. wth!!.. and tat guy tio scold by my boss like erm?? siao?? haha... 16 yrs old onli.. KNN.. go suck ur mama breast la... dun so guai lan.. not good for u.. better be good boy.. haha..


other thing.. in case ppl who know me u all dunno.. I NOT LONGER IN 369.. dun be shock.. cos alot ppl been shock... cos i grow up from 369.. but cos of some problem.. er. no choice.. and now i IN ANG TIAN SUN.. In case small boy or gal dunno.. ANG TIAN SUN is part Of ANG MEM*Hokkien* Now waiting for 6 more days.. haha.. De days.. all my gina and all my bro and sis.. we ofically really in ang tian sun.. is our put joss stick de day.. 6 more days.. haha..


so everybody.. so dun ask me am i still in 369 or not le..

so take care.. cya..

bye wif loves..

xiaodi + clown

Saturday, August 16, 2008

wat a chao ytd to me.. lionel got problem.. me jie ah teck was at 213 batok thr.. thn lionel calll... say got taiji.. thn jie ask him tell thm come 213... but dunno y de other party dunno scare wat fuck?? say wan west mall.. sia la west mall sia.. so scare.. haha... thn we go meet lionel at west mall wif 2 other ppl.. his bro and his bro gf.


thn jie ask actually wat problem.. thn they say is gal problem.. thn other party say 3pm come... we all wait till 3.30 3plus still haven come.. ccb!! like big ppl sia... thn in the end 2 gals come onli?? thn still dare tell us still need to wait her friend?? wth?? thn we wait lor.. thn in the end 3 guys come.. wahh walk gangster sehh.. very scare sehh. walk like de whole west mall is theirs sia... thn in the end all go de near by car park there talk...


thn talk talk talk.. in the end jie can fight wif de gal over thr sia... haha.. dunno wat tat gal say abt jiejie.. make jie so angry.. wahh tat gal tio wreck dao... wahhh.. i think wat her name she also dunno ba.. haha.. pls lei.. jiejie tekwando black belt lei... thn we see show onli lor.. haha.. de gal there shouting over thr.. so funny.. haha..thn after wreck tat gal we all go liao..

thn bad news.. or a good new for me?? at nite recieve call from other party.. say they today wan find jiejie.. they say wan pi chu.. they wan piang.. thn dunno la.. today 4 pm.. at my hse mac here.. so long nvr piang liao rusty liao.. haha. thn now waiting for 4pm..
my death is near?? or just a plain fight?? haha.. hope later all ppl nth happen.. we give other side ppl break...


ANG MEM PPL HUAT AR!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

MY lIFE SUX!!! I HATE IT!! LET ME BE BA!!!


I BE TURNING BACK TO DE OLD ME.. HOW GANGSTER I AM!!.



WILL BE MIA!! DUN FIND ME BYE!!!!


wind are getting strong for me till i cant take it.. since i change is stilll de same way u all treat me.. y not i just change back to de old me. y cant i? de old big gangster clown.. bye every one..

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

today such a happy day for me.. haha..

is very happpy dayy.. haha..


thnthn.. today stay outside till now just came back.. thx to ah teck swee gaun jia jian joan and jaslynn today so fun and funny.. haha.. photos will be update soon..

happy days and sad days happy and sad months.. will thr be happi and sad years??
muack!!


i today a bit siao liao.. so if my blog siaosiao also dun blame me.. haha..


cya..

Sunday, August 10, 2008

hello ppl... i just woke up.. haha!!=D
but wake up smth happen whn i eating.. hais.. nvm.. my life just like a dieing plants anytime go new thing happen de.. plant is sick and dunno y it sick.. mine is i did smth?? i dunno wat happen.. hais..

aiya. my purpose to post abt ytd..

ytd whn to shebang pub!! haha.. drink 2 martell... go wif ah teck. jiejie. jia sheng. and 1 more guy dunno wat his name.. thn behide jackie come.. friend of jiejie.. thn we drink thn play.. haha.. so funny lor.. thn yingying and superman come.. both of thm disturb me.. idiot.. superman distub my hair.. thn i forget wat yingying disturb.. ya she keep saying XIAO DI XIAO DI!!.. argg.. lOL.. thn both of thm also join us drink.. but after awhile they went back to their place drink..

thn drink drand drunk lor.. jiejie drunk jackie drunk.. haha.. thn both of thm go home... thn left me ah teck jia sheng and 1 more guy... thn sing a song wif a gal.. their friend who work at de pub de..name lydia.. haha.. not bad la... quite chio.. thn all keep asking me chio ma chio ma.. pls lor not my taiji.. thn sing wif her.. de song男人女人
so nice cos y? is i sing de ma.. wif chio bu... haha...LOL.. thn finish liao.. she say. y she wan sing wif me.. haha cos i very handsome.. LOL!!.. pls lor so paiseh sia..

thn around 4plus.. we left de place.. actually wan wait for lydia.. ah teck wan take photo wif her.. cos they very longlong de friend.. but din take.. cos she busy cleaning up.. so we go le.. we go find jie fu.. got thing happen.. so whn down to my hse de mac... thn around 5 plus go home..

reach home clean up use com.. i sleep around 7 plus till now.. haha..

so ya..

signing off,
clown
i am happi i am sad but whnever thing happen i still be there..my life just like a dieing plants..

让我告诉你 我对这一切有多在乎..我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人..

Thursday, August 7, 2008

long time nvr blog le.. let talk about ytd ba... ytd went to jas hse in the afternoon thn meet ah teck and jas de friend.. slax around and have dinner at her hse.. thn around 8 plus me and ah teck go meet our boss and ah pui.. haha.. thn jas and her friend go find joan and de others friend i dunno who..

once i reach my boss hse.. first thing i do is wat u all wan know?? i sleep haha.. headache la.. cannot tahan.. thn 10 plus went back home... thn before going down to meet joan jas ahteck ah pui and many more, smth happen...

i recieve call from a guy.. 369 de.. thn i nvr ans.. cos i know some 369 ppl finding me.. thn i msg ah teck ask him chk around my blk see got any ppl under my blk ma.. thn recieve back de msg is.. under my blk here got alot of malay ppl.. he also dunno is thm or not.. they ask me dun come down first.. lol.. thn stack at home longer abit.. but cannot tahan la.. if wan run also cannot run forever de..pls lor IF U ALL THINK CLOWN HUMJI?? THN U COME TRY BA! so i just sms ah teck say i going down now.. thn whn i under my blk i not tio scare by those ppl who find me.. i tio scared by ah teck and ah puii.. wth!!

they ride bike come under my blk and escort me go mac.. thn jas stand by teck whye ppl.. ah soon they all.. wth lor.. thn whn i reach mac.. i say jas.. i nth de.. dun need call ppl.. haha..lol lor.. also nth happen sia.. got escorted to mac.. thn got ppl stand by.. LOL...


thn after tat we slax around have fun.. around 4 plus 5 plus go home le... so sian.. i was so tired.. i also slpin at mac.. haha.. but once i reach home not tired dunno y sia.. crazy lor..



thx to jas ah teck ah puii...

thx to jas.. and pls next time i haven give green like dun anyhow stand by ahsoon they all.. very mafan thm.

thx to ah puii and ah teck ar.. and pls.. next time dun scare me lei.. i haven die also let u all scare till die.. tell me first nexxt time..

thx to everybody... make u all worry le...=)



ANG TIAN SUN HUAT AR!! HUAT AR!! HUAT AR!!

signing off,

boiclown aka xiaodi=D
XIAO DI IS BACK!!!



AKa CLOWN IS BACK!!!


i back.. my blog is back to open for u all to see again.. haha.. =)


byebye

Monday, August 4, 2008

a new name a new life a new beginning..


new name XIAoDi... jiejie and jie fu all call me this..

thr still clown.. but xiaodi is a new le.. so in love wif de name.. haha..

they say i behave just a kid.. so gongong de.. and silly..
but i silly till cute okay.. haha.. love thm so much... jiejie jie fu.. wo ai ni men!!!



so in love wif u baby... u know i waiting.. even de whole world dun wan u.. i still wan u.. MUAck!!
i will not blog for time being.. i be busy these few days..


i today having dinner.. tues and wed working.. i time i will blog...



how much i love u u know ma?? i wanna have a nice talk wif u.. but is like so hard?

Sunday, August 3, 2008

CLOWN IS AWAKE!!! AWAKE!!!


gd to heard u alright.. dun think too much..



AWAKE CLOWN!!!!! I AM!!!



a day of trust is a forever trust.. if someone u love is off track from r/s.. dun be angry or sad.. just pray he or she come back to de orignal track.. this is call trust..
a day of love is forver a love.. no matter wat dun live ur love ones..



TRUST LOVE AND CARE IS IMPT IN R/s


signing off...


clown=)
ytd was a fucking scaring day.. let me cut short de story..


was on de friend car on de way back home from drink*3 martell plus 20 over plus beer*
de half way jiejie call.. and she cry.. jie fu got into bike accident.. i was so shock.. i quickly ask my friend drive me o west more there.. cos accident was there.. was so worry for jie fu whn i on de way dow.. thought i losing a jie fu who treat me so well.. heng i was not on de bike.. if not i cant see someone le.. and heng jie not on de bike if not no one care for me le..

once i reach there.. de ambulance is there.. i rush run towards to jie fu.. he was been giddy.. but still can reply wat i talking... he just injured some wound on de hands and leg.. was sented to hospital and was back home on de day.. i was wif him 1 whole day.. till 3 plus and sent him home.. hais.. wat a close one..


msg to jie fu.. plsplspls.. next time more careful..

msg to baobei zhen.. hope wat i seeing is not true..

msg to de bros and boss.. thx for de nite.. drink was so much... haha.. HUA AR!!!



signing off..


clown. hais;

Friday, August 1, 2008











hightlight first....
all done.. thx to bros spon me first... thx..

a new hair.. haha.. style??
Alot things happen.. and it just cant stop coming...

isit a test for us?? or smth tryin to separate us?? i dunno realli dunnoo.

had a big fight few days ago wif her.. and i wake up by 1 punch and a slap..

thx for those bros who wake me up who realli love me.. and thx for ytd de hair.. haha..




hope nth will happen between us again.. i had enough too.. hope is just a test and de test will past soon..


signing off..

clown