My Life

sian still cant sleep.. medication side effect is hard to sleep. wtf?? but is drowezness.. sian lor... hais.. cant sleep.. thn think alot alot for past 1 week in hospital.. and is serect haha..

realli sia.. wanna love somebody is hard.. wan be wif someone damn hard.. wanna miss somebody more hard!! y ar?? nolink rite?? lame ass me.. haha.. but keep think just onli.. y wan love someone so hard ar?? wan be wif someone tat i love more hard?? asl sia?? amcum siol like tat boleh gi mati sia.. jkjk.. not gonna do it again.. near death for me experience le.. haha.. but realli sia.. asl ar?? puki mak siol!!!

i learn 1 sentance in IMH whn this uncle told me his story.. and he said this.. love somebody just let him/her fly freely... hmm. it mean dun control ur love. let it fly freely.. if it is urs it be urs.. but if cant.. since u love him/her just let it go.. make sense too.. but how many peepos can do tat??

love he/herbut he/her dun love u
dun love her/him but her/he love u
wan hurt her/he but he/her love u more
dun wan make her/she sad she love u more..


wtf?? life is full of going up and downs... learn alot in IMH. those normal uncle.. keep telling me story.. but i just like hmm?? no link lor.. but it all apply to everyone life.. y ar?? sotsot de life.. human being is hard to be.. not human being more hard to be. cos u cant stay wif ur loves one..
sometime life peepos come and go.. y ar?? y there not eternity?? hmm....


AND FEW MORE DAYS IS MY BIRTHDAY!! 27feb!! yeah!! 18 years old!! Who wanna celebrate wif me?? tell me asap.. there plan going on.. wahahaha!! I WAN DRINK,, PRESENT!!!