Saturday, August 30, 2008

actually now is time to slp le.. but going to post first..

today de 6days wifout baby.. hais... life so meaningless wifout her..

but feel happi for her tat she enjoy herself in skul.. saw her blog.. she seem very happi wif it.. hope she go on like this.. and study hard.. baby i wait for de day u come back de.. today sold 9 coms oli.. plus basic.. plus ytd wat i earn 180dollars onli.. my aiming least 4 hundred for de for days... hope can reach my target.. and guys pray for me wor.. gonna save up money for smth.. need u all pray for me and i will also work hard for it..

hao le.. just a short post.. gonna wake up lastest by 9am.. 10 gonna meet my work frineds to work.. afther de 4 days i will upload de photos on de show.. baby u let me know u enjoy urslef in skul.. i will let u know i enjoy myself at work de.. so dun worry for me le.. just feel empty whn wifout u onli... baby love muacks..

love u guys.. thx for walking along wif me all this while but still i not happi.. but is ok.. muacks.


baby.. nite lvoe u.. ppl nite muacs..


byebye..

clown

signing off..
6day wifout baby**

Thursday, August 28, 2008

today alot sad things happen.. hais.. dun wan say le.. also got thing cheer me up.. i win le!! haha..

yeah!!


let me show u all..!!

*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
hello baby u still thr?
♥ Elise is dying. says:
yea
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
can i heard tat thing again?
♥ Elise is dying. says:
i love u (: nites, mwaks
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
LOL
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
i win!!
♥ Elise is dying. says:
lol
♥ Elise is dying. says:
iido
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
ai si ni le!!!
♥ Elise is dying. says:
yea u win
♥ Elise is dying. says:
cos
♥ Elise is dying. says:
jayden
♥ Elise is dying. says:
say goodbye
♥ Elise is dying. says:
i say nites bb
♥ Elise is dying. says:
lols
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
yeah!!!
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
haha
♥ Elise is dying. says:
haha
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o I believe 1 day baby u be back.. i wait till tat day.. MUACKS hais says:
i gonna post on blog


haha.. here am i post this.. haha.. ai si ni le!! maucks!! i win i win!! jump all over le me now.. haha.. mUACK!!


clown**

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

haish.. back to blogging.. going 3 days wifout u..now just like de feeling u just left to taiwan but is like double of it.. no mood to do anything.. play game still lose.. temper getting worse? dunno.. now 27 aug le.. 28 aug coming.. and u studyin le.. maybe u got time for me?? maybe not?? i realli dunno.. dunno y mind keep thinkin alot of this.. today boss bring me go watch de 12lotus 12莲花 de movie.. realli cheer me up abit.. de story was funny.. but wat de meaning i realli dunno.. thx alot... 28 aug u studyig... but 28 aug i working for 4 days.. thn next month start work.. sian.. but dunno whn.. now before 28 aug.. let me give u a song ba... hope u listen to it.. and know wat i trying to say.. haish..

只想一生跟你走 Zhi Xiang Yi Sheng Gen Ni Zou - 张学友 Jacky Cheung

只想一生跟你走 Zhi Xiang Yi Sheng Gen Ni Zou - 张学友 Jacky Cheung

共你有过最美的邂逅
共你有过一些风雨忧愁
共你醉过痛过的最后
但我发觉想你不能没有

在你每次抱怨的眼眸
像我永远不懂给你温柔
别再诉说我俩早已分手
像你教我伤心依然未够

但你没带走
梦里的所有
让你走
为何让你看不透

但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
就算天边海角多少改变
一生只有风中追究
不想孤单地逗留
但求你未淡忘往日旧情
我愿默然带着泪流
很想一生跟你走
在我心中的你思海的你
今生不可不能没有


listen le?? see de lyrics le?? tat all for u today.. think u going to be busy 28aug onwards?? 4days.. 28 to 31 i be quite busy.. dunno whn i online u still ma.. haish.. love u.. muacks..

clown='(


feel so crazy so empty so gongong de whn u not wif me.. haish.. baby come back hao ma??

Monday, August 25, 2008

this wat u sent me just now.. i dunno y u sudden talk abt it.. but i goanna post it..

Elise - says:

不求天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。
回忆往往是最美的,最珍贵的,有些故事也不必说给每个人听。
爱情就像沙子,握得越紧它越是流失,有时选择放手也是一种爱。
Elise - says:
this appear my blog before
Elise - says:
i duno u rmb or not
Elise - says:
hais
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o ='( y water taps just cant stop flowing down. haish. says:
i rmb
*CloWn saY"( (̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o ='( y water taps just cant stop flowing down. haish. says:
haish

and this u sent me before.. and i cry..

因為愛你, 所以放手還你自由.
因為愛你, 所以不再讓你困擾.
因為愛你, 所以寧願自己難過.
因為愛你, 所以我逼自己離開.
如果我還一直深愛著你, 你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你, 你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了, 你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了, 你才感覺的到我對你的好?


1 day had pass after we broke up.. i still crying.. tears just like water tap keep dropping even stop it comes again..had not been slping 1 whole day.. not eating well.. no mood to do anything.. play game just keep losing.. today still got match somemore.. how to play in this mood.. hope later dun lose.. even dota my favour game i also not mood play.. siao liao later match comfirm tio scold again...how long will this go on?? i dunno.. wat can help me stop all this i realli dunnno.. maybe u back to my side?? start afresh?? dunno..

haish.. so regret to let u go taiwan.. maybe realli i dunno wat de real reason u go taiwan.. or maybe u got say i forget.. u know ur this baobei got big STM de.. but still very regret letting u go.. why din i stop u whn u leaving.. y am i so stupid?? if i got stop u.. maybe all this will not happen.. and ur le will not have so many scars.. u know u tell me u having scars all over.. i was so hurt and feel pain in my heart.. y beginning i still so playful.. till gone thn regret??!! haish.. think regret now also too late.. haish.. heard alot thing abt taiwan also.. ppl got ask me y u wan go taiwan..taiwan so bad.. i just say i dunno.. ppl tell me de guys thr realli damn handsome.. i just say good lor..they also say i no chance le.. haish so down let still put me more down.. haish.. even u also tell me.. but true enough i feel damn jealous x(.. haish..

below got a pic tat is long and quite big scar.. i still rmb this came out alot of blood.. haish..but this not hurt tat much.. heart more hurt.. who ask me so playful and stupid.. haish.. all i cause out de.. haish

if u wan see more clear u wan save in ur com u just get it lor..













singing off..

='(



y all this happen again.. y am i so stupid.. haish.. y so playful in beginning.. y so stupid.. haish.. all i cause de.. i still very hurt and pain.. tears keep dropping y? water tap sia.. haish.. today u so happi tell me ur happi thing in ur tat skul.. even i sad i still feel happi for u.. study hard thr ba.. haish.. lose eveything in life.. even my favour game.. haish.. wat happen.. haish