guess finally everything have ended le.. i knew u will not keep me back.. hais.. below here.. is one of my ex sented to me and said it to me and make me think alot..

因為愛你, 所以放手還你自由.

因為愛你, 所以不再讓你困擾.

因為愛你, 所以寧願自己難過.

因為愛你, 所以我逼自己離開.

如果我還一直深愛著你, 你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你, 你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了, 你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了, 你才感覺的到我對你的好?

maybe is true ba.. whn i realli leave thn u will feel how much i love u and care for u.. now i nth but just a friend to u.. i tried to hold u.. but u just keep pushin me away.. whn u needa me thn u call or find me.. but whn u dun need u just throw me aside.. and can 1 whole day dun even msg me.. let just leave everything as a nice memories between us ba jocelyn.. let de big pooh pei u de duckie pei u which i given u.. let those 2 thing and all de things i done be a memories between us ba.. i know u will still dun feel anything even if i leave.. cos wat u need is just tat stupid internet guy who u accept as a bf over me. i swear and fucking swear. dun let me know who is he realli.. i swear i will not give him a good day.. if he think he can win me in a fight. i give him a fight.. he take a knife i take a knife.. not he die is i die..

no matter how much i do.. u also will just treat it as a friend who treat u good.. sorry i not.. i treat u good.. care for u.. cos i love u.. i love u thn anyone does.. no matter how much i do.. u just will think of de bad.. not de good..爱太痛 ! ): 而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过的爱情 ! ): 为什么我做什么, 你总是看不到 ! ): 爱一个人有这么难吗 ? like this sentance says.. 为什么我做什么, 你总是看不到.. hais... let just put a stop here ba.. if wed u still dun wan meet.. thn forget it ba.. i know i mean nth to u also.. hais..0

baby still rmb u sent me this msg before? u say.. "boy, the world revolves, cause u exist, i can give you th world, but pls give me clown. baby dunt wish tosee you cry again, dunt wisht to hurt you no more, dunt wanna see you acting lik a spoiltbrat, just wanna you to stand strong, you guys walked me to th middle, now is like crucial, but abby thanks for everything,hope for the best(: but i wanna say iloveyou, i really do."

is everything still exist?? u still mean wat u say?? i dun think so le am i rite?? haish...

hi readers.. all these are de past few days photos... :).. and my tattoo touch up:)... haha


k tat all later going hospital... back thn updatte:)

hello readers.... for infor to those ppl who been askin abt my NS thing.. i will post it rite now:)


13july 2009 (mon) at 10.30am to BMT center school 2

address: BMT centre school 2

pulau tekong besar singapore 508450


transport will be provied from pasir ris inter to de SAF ferry terminal from 9.30 to 9.45 am..

k.. all de detail ar here le.. so ppl stop askin me:).. haha
there will be ppl followin me go..

1. my father
2. my mother
3. my sis iikyn
4. my syg aisha(not comfirm)
i left 1 more slot.. cos 5 pppl can follow me... but somehow someone cant follow... u should know i refering to who...

k.. i left 12 days to enjoy.. sian.. dunno wat to bring, wat time wake up on de day.. but meeting sis at gombak at 7.30.. wah.. like 1st day of sec skul.. like some idiot.. dunno wat to do.. like some blur sotong.. haha.. i just go make my spec.. going cut my hair on 12 of july.. haha..

k le... anything to help me abt on de day.. just tagg my blog.. thx:)

Hi. I'm blogging on behalf of my Lao Gong. Alright since he ask me to blog about him, here I am. First of all, I'm Aisha. Yes, I'm the girl whom everyone's been talking about. Why am I with him? Who am I to him? Why is there a 'SYGKU' (or better known as 'dear' in english) just beside her name? I'm not gonna elaborate much about what is us and stuffs like that. We're friends, that's all :) Our conscience is clear, too. And also the reason why I'm here is because I want to blog about him (and not us) and he permit me to. Hehe.

Firstly, Clown (why do you even call yourself clown ehk? *laughs*), thank you for everything. You appeared in my life at the right time, when I'm in the verge of breaking down and no ones' there. You were there spiritually telling me to be strong and to stay strong. Thank you. You've been sucha great 'husband' towards me though you can be sucha bitch at times taking pictures with other girls but not me (!!!) Haha don't worry, I'm not angry though. Not only as a 'husband', you were sucha great friend too. You gave me advices and told me shits. You cared for me like noone ever does. And not forgetting, you keep reminding me to call you when I'm home which initially I didn't because I was simply too lazy. Ha ha.

To you, better take triple care of yourself when you're serving the country. Don't be sucha naughty boy. You're coming eighteen this year so I assume you should be wiser by now. Stop playing too many games, it's bad for health. I expect you to be looking fit when you book out, in future :) Don't flirt horr! I'll make sure I get to see you before school's reopen. I love you to every bits <3

xoxo, love